Iβm glad I was raised by soviet immigrants. Boy, do we sure know how to eat on a budget.
Iβm glad I was raised by soviet immigrants. Boy, do we sure know how to eat on a budget.
I feel so ashamed for being so openly mentally ill. For needing validation.
But then someone responded, I was so hopeful, thinking they cared. They cared that I was in so much pain. But no, they were cruel and mean. In a moment I just needed love. I needed to be reminded why Iβm still here.
Anyways, the isolation and pain really got to me, I reached out to anyone I could think of, desperate to be heard or seen. Anything. Iβm desperate. I can admit that. Iβm disabled and suffering, Iβm desperate to be acknowledged, heard. Just to maybe counteract the feeling of severe loneliness.
Iβm recovering from a full blown mental breakdown. Brought on by a lot of things, mainly because I was in too much pain and I couldnβt deal. (Turns out i likely have a bladder ulcer) but yeah.
βQueen of the damnedβ was like Josie and the pussycats but goth. -which I fully support.
We need to truly acknowledge the weight pain, chronic illness puts on us as a whole.
Itβs also taxing on my other illnesses. It risks my transplant. Easily can get worse. and since Iβm in this much pain, it clouds my mind. So, I wouldnβt even be able to tell if Iβm actually getting worse, or is the pain just that bad. Pain, tires you out. It takes such a toll on the body.
So, my husband has to work from home today. (Thankfully while he has that ability, it still counts against him.) So, he does take a risk by doing so. But there isnβt another real choice in the matter, itβs whatβs safest right now. Part 2
Letβs talk about disability for a sec. I, a multi-pass holder of medical illnesses, currently have a UTI. (It comes with the territory of having a neo bladder and stoma) Itβs quite bad. Not fever bad, but in more pain than I can withstand bad. Itβd be unsafe for me to be left at home alone 1
ISO more yarn friends.
Why don't pictures like this ever trend π¦
#fox #foxlover
resolved: people who insist that all social media sites must be places where users are constantly encountering and arguing with people over fundamental disagreement do so because their actual, real lives are echo chambers where they do not encounter any meaningful difference from day-to-day.
Once I get this cat off my lap itβs over for you bitches
Public Libraries can be wonderful places where children and adults can find books that they can see themselves reflected in, no matter who they are, and books that can introduce them to entire other lived experiences. Both are so valuable!
Welcome to Blue Sky.
Hello out there, I am but a simple 35 year old Millennial lady. I like knitting/crochet, my cats and dog children and books.
Funny meme: you're not the fuckface whisperer
Waaaaazzzzzuuuupppp. I saw the downfall of MySpace, Twitter, and now Iβm here for this.