At the point where I'm considering just depression posting until someone either helps me or makes a suicide pact with me
At the point where I'm considering just depression posting until someone either helps me or makes a suicide pact with me
Sitting in the bar with a guy I wanna make out with and my ex who I also kinda wanna make out with โ๐ป
It's been a month once again, and I'm still majorly depressed and isolating myself ๐๐๐
That was so fast o.o I sadly can't promise but I'm currently trying to be more social again
Servus, how's life been going? I haven't open this app in 5 months
Me and boyfie found lizards <3
late to a dnd game looking ass
I'll get therapy soon. I'll get medication soon (I already have the prescription).
I'll be okay, and even if as soon as I typed this, I didn't believe it anymore, there will always be moments in which I do.
I hope you dear reader enjoyed this rant. Let's hope it did something.
(6/6)
But I actually did something that I usually just excuse away with "but it's gonna inconvenience them" or "what if it's actually not that bad and I'm just an energy thieving burden of a person?"
And I do feel better now. I think... it's hard to tell if I'm okay.
(5/?)
He doesn't like confrontation and either do I. I'm okay with us just hanging out, but there are still things that happened that I can't ignore cause I haven't healed from them yet.
I asked for help instead of bottling it up again. I don't know how good I can feel about it. It just happened.
(4/?)
Thus, they couldn't help me before it became bad.
Today, I hung out with my best friend, who I've had a lot of ups and downs with, and a topic came up that got me spiralling. When he was about to head out, I actually managed to ask for help ('^')/\ clap clap
(3/?)
Recently, my two friends and I talked through 2 instances of breakdowns, one of which landed me in the hospital (I didn't hurt myself, I just got a pill and got to slept there to make sure I'm fine)
They both clarified that they did not realize the condition I was in.
(2/?)
I had a therapy session with two of my friends and now I actually used their advice, and I think it worked!
So I'm mentally ill right (not diagnosed but suffering) and I have a really hard time asking for help/ communicating to people when I'm about to break down
(1/?)
same argument but eith something she likes: what's better than one pair of shoes? two... etc.
The winner is top! (not me ๐)
ohhh I know that feeling but currently my sleep rhythm shit anyways :p
EASY! what us better than one shork? two shork! what is better than two shorks? three shorks!! and it continues like that
veggi noodles by me and boyfie :p
Ye for me too, it's always a blast <3
food with boyfrie and @glarak.bsky.social
check out her comic if you haven't ;3
Preperations #animalHRT #TurtleHRT
Choosing a spices
#animalHRT #TurtleHRT
( >///<)
( โก_โก)
I'm switching biome!! ๐
for the sake of privacy and my sanity I made myself just a lil harder to find for those who probably shouldn't see this account
Hope this doesn't lead to confusion, have a great day :3
>.< I hooked up with my best friend... again lol
first time was like a year ago
( โก.โก) ohhh
I'm probably too dyslexic for that ._.
that would most likely work on me
very relatable, god has simply blessed us with too good of an ass