Taylor

Fuuuuuuuck

I don’t want to talk about it anywhere that she can see or to anyone honestly I’m too scared. And I don’t want her to know how scared I am.

I’m convinced it’s true and I’m so scared. I’m gonna take her to my doctor once we’re moved and settled but god I’m so fucking scared.

We’re currently trying not to get evicted and to find another place and have probably the flu so we have no energy or resources to put into it atm but it’s getting worse

Im too scared to say it out loud to anyone, I don’t want to speak it into existence.
But im having to snap her out of seizures and she had two in front of Finn and it used to only be late at night and now it’s random. And she had a really bad headache on one side of her head the other day

Phoebe’s confusion issues and seizures have been worse recently than they ever have and she’s been getting sleep so I am really scared that she has a brain tumor.
Keeping in mind that is what her mom died from last year.

I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. We don’t have health insurance.

Maybe instead of centering ourselves as tme nonbinary people, we should center and check on trans women okay 🫶

Shitty pic but I made a Pearl

Being mentally ill as a parent is wild because on one hand, existing is hard as fuck…but on the other hand, i am experiencing deep joy and love in ways i never have in all the smallest moments with my child

I’m not gonna lie, seeing Americans be welcomed onto a Chinese app and altering their previous warped perceptions of China in the process is fucking heartwarming as shit like I will cry

I finished mini anchor the octopus 🥹 very happy with it, my gf wants the big one now

Trueee, I already started it in white tho, lost yarn chicken on the last round 😩

He is definitely the raccoon, that boy is FERAL 🤣

I ran out of yarn for the underbelly so I can’t finish it but

Me and Finn

👀

FELTTTT

Goodnight

I wish I had another set of arms and could crochet and play video games at the same time instead of my special interests battling it out

🥺 just gotta do the wings

Phoebe hated that I called it that lmao 🤣 but it’s accurate

I spend a lot of time alone 🥲

I have such a love/hate relationship with my meds because they truly changed my life and keep most of my symptoms at bay most of the time but the trade off is being absolutely exhausted constantly. 🫠 I’m gonna try an alternative but so far I am not hopeful

I’m making another snuggle dragon

also I present this gaping yarnussy for you all

HI