🔞 👁 Tsu 👁🛸

if not i will be threatening the gesundheitssystem with uncontained rage that only testosterone can cure

In the eyes of the state im already a man, but in the eyes of medical need im only a man on paper only and i still need a diagnosis to get on t. Im hoping that the fact of me living as a man for multiple years now makes that a done deal once i get in.

If you dont know, in germany the there are 'spots' for therapy. As in the Total amount of therapy given is limited, because the total amount of therapists per area is limited. Its dumb as hell, but im on a waiting list and hopeful.

Prayer circle around the Pentagram for a therapy spot so i can get my trans Indication diagnosis and get testosrone 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

FUCK YES DUDE

"do you think we're an iconic green and pink duo in every universe?"

Fundamentally not mutually exclusive, thankfully

Im mostly tired 😭 but thank you 🥺

Get that boy 4 guns, some heels, and a skintight suit pls

It really is x.x i did it and i need a break for the next 3 to 5 Business days dlfhdk

Thank you 🥺💕 shit is hard dude lmao

Thanks, im working hard on it. Im also shaking a little about it but if i dont do it scared i wont do it ever, so it takes what it takes dlfjldhd

It can only get better.

I havent gotten myself to tell my brother that his wife wont be invited in any case. Its nerve wracking to stand up for myself and deciding things that include excluding people.

Im done sorting my birthday and similar things after people who barely manage to get my pronouns or name right though.

Deciding to do shit that in the long run will have the consequence of happiness has a tail of anxieties behind it.

Nothing is harder than telling your family that you wont be celebrating your birthday with them. At least not on the day itself.

Edited photo of Minho from skz dominate dvd. it says “today is Monday. scream if you hate Mondays.”

cancelling today

YOURE WELCOME

Yva. Do you see. Do you see the jeonglix cooking with a kid of it all.

Yeah, it is what it is. Feelings on pregnancy are difficult in general. I know quite a bit about it, but ive also been having nightmares about it happening to me. I dont even think thats a transman thing, a lot of cis women dont like it either.

Power to all who like it, i will tread carefully sldjl

Yeah but also im pretty sure they are unhappy in their boring little lifes, so i take refuge in the fact that im getting more and more happy

As everyone knows, im not a fan of mpreg or pregnancies in general

What i do like tho is adoption/fostering and breeding kink that does not end in pregnancy and both know it.

Which means my life will be full of complicated feelings with this next Code dkdvkdhd

This has been kinda going on subtly, its not some urgend thing actively upsetting me or smth. I just still cant believe they whined about me not immediately apologizing for saying "fuck you" after both have been asses to me and this bitch still has not fucking apologized in 6 months.

Lrp me at my brother and his wife

Its one thing to say youre not queerphobic ans another to Also act like it. My sister in law still has not apologized for the transphobic insults (among other shit) and my brother has the gull to say "but shes not transphobic"
Oh really? Lmao dude. Fuck off.

being a homophobe and/or transphobe in 2026? embarrassing. you fucking loser.

Jeongchanlix are with the same kid, i got Tunnel vision

Sending huggies now

Ah, when the dysphoria hits 🫠

Just as confused, because i just realized i got monday off so this sunday feels like a saturday x.x

Fuck ruffles 🥲 itblioks really cute already, im cheering you on!

Im gently slapping your brain. Doing anything ruffled is maddening, because you need at least 3 times the length of the thing for ruffles 😩

Thats a lot of crotchet for that time though