Anata ⟵EGL project in the works

I hit y'all with my half asleep Japanese (my sentence may be worded weirdly ngl I'm actually getting sleepy 😭)

チータン？！おはよう、友よ。残念ながら、君が加わるには間違った会話だな… !

Chiitan knows 😭🥀💔

Shhhhhh, just say they're roommates cookies 🫢

"The day before yesterday, some truly awful anti-black statements were shared from someone that was listed as a resource in my recent mod release. And I want to leave no room for interpretation: I do not condone these sentiments, I do not abide this behavior, nor am I close with this individual; before or now. We spoke within a polite capacity, where I sought feedback and design input over certain South Asian design elements. Any conversation surrounding cultural claims or identity of someone I don't know is a conversation I do not feel comfortable having or presuming of others, though I am aware of the topic and disturbed by what has been shared. Overall, I'm just really upset that so many people were hurt by this. By the horrid anti-black comments, about violence toward others, about the impact it has on those who trusted in her. I'm disappointed, I'm mad, but I know that who is ultimately hit the hardest are black individuals and POC who hear these kinds of things constantly, who live around people who have these sentiments, who constantly have the rug pulled out from under them in places and with people they thought they were safe around. There is not and will not be room for that here."

Regarding someone who was listed as a resource in my recent release, 'Chamakdar' (elpisdarling)

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The gay coffee cookies 💖💖💖

Aki looks at you and smirks before tossing her Odenta-kai at you like it's lightweight while saying "Catch this dumbass" before the 45 pound tungsten curved sword crashes into you.

Expecting the Dems to try to do anything remotely for the people is a big, big hope 😭 they had a lot already in the beginning of his term in my eyes but they have generally done little things about it

I'll try tomorrow with him, I want to give y'all some Aki lore as a little treat 🥹💖

I wanna pick up on the training comic Nicky and I were working on but I'm scared of fumbling the action really 😭

XIV Mod Archive Asymmetrical Vanilla Gear (Bibo) by sevii

if you choose to use this mod www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/157688 for your sanity please hit advanced editing > material reassignments > in the 'from' box but q, in the 'to' box put bibo, and then hit change 'change material suffix' and 'save all changes'. you can thank me later

Yeah I understand that stance but I do want to clarify that it wasn't just me and grem/mourn in that situation, it was other modders as well on both sides who were effected and being disingenuous. It's old dirt now though.

It's why I heavily just stopped using the first set of scars for Aki and had a whole distance thing about them until I said I needed to move on for Aki's sake 🤸‍♀️

Chaos gremlin/grem as I used to call them. I commissioned them to create Aki's scars and I believed we respected each other and were friendly. They were pretty well known for their makeup mods as well.

I'll Change for You YouTube video by Mitski - Topic

youtu.be/lZ1PzJju9Xg

This song has been on repeat for 3 days, it genuinely feels like I'm seen

it's also something i think you would want to really sketch out first and see if the style you had in mind would look well in game too

honestly i feel like i'm not truly being helpful here but i still wanted to give suggestions :S

the R/G channels are just giving definition to the brow/lashes so i don't think it could be really that frustrating unless you don't have photoshop or gimp at hand to mess with the channels on their own

you know... i never really tested this myself but i do genuinely think you could get away with messing with the alpha? seems like the alpha controls the transparency and thus gives you the thickness/lashes you're looking for

I know the thread is gonna look like "woe is me" but for fuck sakes, Grem/Mourn and now Elpis just being two-faced? Commissioned one of them too like 😂‼️ HAHAHAHA

Just being black woman in real life is already a rough time, now online gotta be a minefield to sweep through too? ofc it's always been like that but genuinely didn't think the modding/rp community could be the fucking same, ESPECIALLY ON FFXIV???

That's one of the reasons why I'm hesitant to really believe people on a good level (even when it's something I want to have with people I choose to talk to privately) because if I'm being honest with who I am but you're not?

I am a pathetic fool and I'm not accepting being treated like that.

Echoing something oomf said yesterday but from the perspective of personal experience.

bitches are out here faking their race for clout and this shit is precisely why it's so hard, especially for victims of colonization, to reconnect with their roots because family history is so obscured.

Idk man... I get we're online and not everyone needs to know you like that but making things up is not the way. I know I shouldn't be speaking more on it but the friendship thing is aching my heart again, ah...

omg i also have the cookbook, i can't wait to see how good they'll come out 💖

we're suffering in comp together like, we're stuck in plat3/dia3 together

I looked at NY since that's closest for me and erm... yeah not this year sadly 😭

WAIT TK IS IN NA???? AUGHHGHHHHHHHH

Aki has always meant to be stockier and built top and bottom side, a bit saggy on her chest, and wider waist and hips.

Especially since she carries her Odentai-kai around on her back like all the time, that thing is 45 pounds of tungsten 😭

God bless C+ 🎉