My ability to cook is such an reliable and clear indicator of my mental health :
Today I couldnโt even fathom opening my fridge and trying to make anything ; I am likely doing quite unwell
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My ability to cook is such an reliable and clear indicator of my mental health :
Today I couldnโt even fathom opening my fridge and trying to make anything ; I am likely doing quite unwell
I havenโt drawn in (like a week) A BILLION YEARS !!!!
I hate being mentally ill and disabled and having to take care of so many stupid other things and spend all my energy in them, instead of drawing
There is. SO MANY typos in this. And like always, they only appeared after I pressed send.
Screenshot of a discord message I sent, reading : "I got you a present. By which I mean, fuck you, I got you a present ๐"
Love languages ๐
Repost if your account is a safe space for the trans community. ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
Thank you โจ ! It was my idea from the start, but Iโve never drawn a city like this (or likeโฆโฆ background ๐
).
References are a lifesaver on that one !
Fellow artists, I have a Big Question :
Do you also remember your pieces as less and less good or appealing the less you look at them, only to realise theyโre better than what you had in mind when you do ?
Cause like, iโm chronically depressed, but damn, let me have good self esteem sometimes
Yo Iโve been on a roll
Well, no pressure ๐ I was just curious
Will there be tune to it ๐ ?
I feel the same all the time. Too slow to do achieve anything. Hang in there, youโre probably doing a lot more than you think, and going slow is still going ๐ซ
I think the peeps that need the alt text appreciate it even if weโre not great writers ๐
But yeah, isnโt it a fun exercise ๐ ๐ ?
Thereโs definitely something I like about rediscovering a piece I forgot about and being proud of myself. Iโm glad you got that too, itโs pretty neat ๐
But itโs the "remembering it as shorter than it is" thatโs dragging me down ๐
Isnโt that such a weird thing ? Itโs likeโฆ free confidence issues ๐ Did you ever find a way to counteract it ?
I guess, looking at your art moreโฆ ๐๐ฆ
Fellow artists, I have a Big Question :
Do you also remember your pieces as less and less good or appealing the less you look at them, only to realise theyโre better than what you had in mind when you do ?
Cause like, iโm chronically depressed, but damn, let me have good self esteem sometimes
Writing again was such a trip. I havenโt since I decided to become a visual artist
Thereโs things you write and thereโs things you canโt draw.
You canโt write silence like you can draw it. And you come draw inner monologue like you can narrate it.
How fascinating ๐ง๐
Writing again was such a trip. I havenโt since I decided to become a visual artist
Thereโs things you write and thereโs things you canโt draw.
You canโt write silence like you can draw it. And you come draw inner monologue like you can narrate it.
How fascinating ๐ง๐
#art #wip cause I forgot, OF COURSE
Yo Iโve been on a roll
My friend read it and cried ๐ฅน
To be fair I also had them listen to this : open.spotify.com/track/76OD45...
Weโre here now
I work so slow ๐ญ #art #wip
As always I wrote a novel in the alt text, cause iโm imagining if you canโt see very well, youโd like words to kinda paint a picture
The original scene is from a fanfic iโm reading, and Iโll link it when I post the final thing โจ
Now. There IS an overarching plot, but the way I created it was by linking the characters to NPCs and elements that tie back into it. So while it came last, itโs gonna be a nice little drama mystery to solve who knows who and does what secretly ๐
So iโm DMing a campaign, right ? Itโs on Monsterhearts, a system thatโs much more about interpersonal and character focused stuff than 5e
So I made a whole city around the characters and I didnโt plan any plot and waited for them to provide drama points
And boy, did they do just that ๐
Still shot from a video of me drawing on my iPad. The shot is taken above my right shoulder, showing what iโm working on, as well as the side of my cheek and my back. On the screen of my iPad, thereโs a squiggly sketch of a man falling from the sky, as well as a small Pinterest window with pose references
Iโve been filming myself when I draw, Iโd like to make cute relaxing videos with it ๐ #art
Sethโs moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFP, the Campaigner ; Quote : "Satan loves you for who you are" ; Favourite colour : blood ; Hobby : Animal Crossing New Horizon ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : pagan spellwork ; Favourite stone : black opal ; Love language : dancing the waltz with Baphomet in the middle of the woods ; Weapon : curses and maledictions ; Favourite food : dark chocolate and cherry muffins ; Favourite animal : small possessed black goat ; Song : Truth Comes Out by Willyecho.
Marnieโs moodboard (she/her) goes as follows : MTBI : ISFJ, the Defender ; Quote : "The thing you are most afraid to write. Write that." ; Favourite colour : rust ; Hobby : creative writing ; Favourite season : autumn ; Aesthetic : hidden away bed nook ; Favourite stone : rainbow quartz ; Love language : acts of service (chores) ; Weapon : pills ; Favourite food : lime cheesecake ; Favourite animal : puppies ; Song : On the Journey from Honkai Star Rail
Wayneโs moodboard (they/them) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFJ, the Protagonist ; Quote : "Itโs all lies, darling" Favourite colour : purple-blue hydrangeas ; Hobby : high society balls ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : wistful milk tea surrounded by blue hydrangeas ; Favourite stone : pale amethyst ; Love language : mutual cannibalism ; Weapon : vulnerability ; Favourite food : iced peach black tea ; Favourite animal : white savannah cat ; Song : Love Story by Indyla
Samuelโs moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENTP, the Debater Quote : "Know just enough to be dangerous :)" ; Favourite colour : blue nacre/mother-of-pearls ; Hobby : people watching ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : overwork detective ; Favourite stone : jadeite magatama Love language : barely daring to touch someoneโs hand ; Weapon : pointing fingers ; Favourite food : Wayneโs blood ; Favourite animal : white koi carp Song : Sparkle from Your Name
I didnโt do anything productive today, but I did this for two NPCs in the campaign I DM
(Why use picrew instead of drawing them, you ask ? Cause I work slow as fuck ๐ญ and yes last one is black-haired Gojo)
Fฤi (they/them), my Vampire the Mascarade OC, dancing at a vampire ball with a tall dark stranger. Weโve made it be Bridgerton but vampires, and in that world, Fฤi is a soft looking ingรฉnu, appearing to only want to dance at a ball like Cinderella. Their expression is one of pure joy, while their dance partner, a masked Nosferatu, is a little more sinister, a little more knowing. He knows how those games are played, while Fฤi is only here to be dazzled away
Thereโs always something so refreshing about new vampires. They donโt come to the balls for the political intrigue, they come to dance with beautiful strangers. And dance Fฤi did at the Nosferatu Ball
#art #oc #vampirethemascarade
Still shot from a video of me drawing on my iPad. The shot is taken above my right shoulder, showing what iโm working on, as well as the side of my cheek and my back. On the screen of my iPad, thereโs a squiggly sketch of a man falling from the sky, as well as a small Pinterest window with pose references
Iโve been filming myself when I draw, Iโd like to make cute relaxing videos with it ๐ #art
Heeeeeeeeyy, great minds ๐ โจ
Sethโs moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFP, the Campaigner ; Quote : "Satan loves you for who you are" ; Favourite colour : blood ; Hobby : Animal Crossing New Horizon ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : pagan spellwork ; Favourite stone : black opal ; Love language : dancing the waltz with Baphomet in the middle of the woods ; Weapon : curses and maledictions ; Favourite food : dark chocolate and cherry muffins ; Favourite animal : small possessed black goat ; Song : Truth Comes Out by Willyecho.
Marnieโs moodboard (she/her) goes as follows : MTBI : ISFJ, the Defender ; Quote : "The thing you are most afraid to write. Write that." ; Favourite colour : rust ; Hobby : creative writing ; Favourite season : autumn ; Aesthetic : hidden away bed nook ; Favourite stone : rainbow quartz ; Love language : acts of service (chores) ; Weapon : pills ; Favourite food : lime cheesecake ; Favourite animal : puppies ; Song : On the Journey from Honkai Star Rail
Wayneโs moodboard (they/them) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFJ, the Protagonist ; Quote : "Itโs all lies, darling" Favourite colour : purple-blue hydrangeas ; Hobby : high society balls ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : wistful milk tea surrounded by blue hydrangeas ; Favourite stone : pale amethyst ; Love language : mutual cannibalism ; Weapon : vulnerability ; Favourite food : iced peach black tea ; Favourite animal : white savannah cat ; Song : Love Story by Indyla
Samuelโs moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENTP, the Debater Quote : "Know just enough to be dangerous :)" ; Favourite colour : blue nacre/mother-of-pearls ; Hobby : people watching ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : overwork detective ; Favourite stone : jadeite magatama Love language : barely daring to touch someoneโs hand ; Weapon : pointing fingers ; Favourite food : Wayneโs blood ; Favourite animal : white koi carp Song : Sparkle from Your Name
I didnโt do anything productive today, but I did this for two NPCs in the campaign I DM
(Why use picrew instead of drawing them, you ask ? Cause I work slow as fuck ๐ญ and yes last one is black-haired Gojo)
How about a Baphomet-like thing ? Demon goat themed ? ๐ โจ