Sexii Murder ✦

My ability to cook is such an reliable and clear indicator of my mental health :
Today I couldn’t even fathom opening my fridge and trying to make anything ; I am likely doing quite unwell

I haven’t drawn in (like a week) A BILLION YEARS !!!!
I hate being mentally ill and disabled and having to take care of so many stupid other things and spend all my energy in them, instead of drawing

There is. SO MANY typos in this. And like always, they only appeared after I pressed send.

Screenshot of a discord message I sent, reading : "I got you a present. By which I mean, fuck you, I got you a present 😈"

Love languages 😌

Repost if your account is a safe space for the trans community. 🏳️‍⚧️

Thank you ✨ ! It was my idea from the start, but I’ve never drawn a city like this (or like…… background 😅).
References are a lifesaver on that one !

Fellow artists, I have a Big Question :

Do you also remember your pieces as less and less good or appealing the less you look at them, only to realise they’re better than what you had in mind when you do ?

Cause like, i’m chronically depressed, but damn, let me have good self esteem sometimes

Yo I’ve been on a roll

Well, no pressure 😌 I was just curious

Will there be tune to it 👀 ?

I feel the same all the time. Too slow to do achieve anything. Hang in there, you’re probably doing a lot more than you think, and going slow is still going 🫂

I think the peeps that need the alt text appreciate it even if we’re not great writers 😌

But yeah, isn’t it a fun exercise 👀 👀 ?

There’s definitely something I like about rediscovering a piece I forgot about and being proud of myself. I’m glad you got that too, it’s pretty neat 😌

But it’s the "remembering it as shorter than it is" that’s dragging me down 😔

Isn’t that such a weird thing ? It’s like… free confidence issues 😔 Did you ever find a way to counteract it ?

I guess, looking at your art more… 👀💦

Fellow artists, I have a Big Question :

Do you also remember your pieces as less and less good or appealing the less you look at them, only to realise they’re better than what you had in mind when you do ?

Cause like, i’m chronically depressed, but damn, let me have good self esteem sometimes

Writing again was such a trip. I haven’t since I decided to become a visual artist

There’s things you write and there’s things you can’t draw.

You can’t write silence like you can draw it. And you come draw inner monologue like you can narrate it.

How fascinating 🧐😌

Writing again was such a trip. I haven’t since I decided to become a visual artist

There’s things you write and there’s things you can’t draw.

You can’t write silence like you can draw it. And you come draw inner monologue like you can narrate it.

How fascinating 🧐😌

#art #wip cause I forgot, OF COURSE

Yo I’ve been on a roll

My friend read it and cried 🥹
To be fair I also had them listen to this : open.spotify.com/track/76OD45...

We’re here now
I work so slow 😭 #art #wip

As always I wrote a novel in the alt text, cause i’m imagining if you can’t see very well, you’d like words to kinda paint a picture

The original scene is from a fanfic i’m reading, and I’ll link it when I post the final thing ✨

Now. There IS an overarching plot, but the way I created it was by linking the characters to NPCs and elements that tie back into it. So while it came last, it’s gonna be a nice little drama mystery to solve who knows who and does what secretly 😌

So i’m DMing a campaign, right ? It’s on Monsterhearts, a system that’s much more about interpersonal and character focused stuff than 5e

So I made a whole city around the characters and I didn’t plan any plot and waited for them to provide drama points

And boy, did they do just that 😈

Still shot from a video of me drawing on my iPad. The shot is taken above my right shoulder, showing what i’m working on, as well as the side of my cheek and my back. On the screen of my iPad, there’s a squiggly sketch of a man falling from the sky, as well as a small Pinterest window with pose references

I’ve been filming myself when I draw, I’d like to make cute relaxing videos with it 😌 #art

Seth’s moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFP, the Campaigner ; Quote : "Satan loves you for who you are" ; Favourite colour : blood ; Hobby : Animal Crossing New Horizon ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : pagan spellwork ; Favourite stone : black opal ; Love language : dancing the waltz with Baphomet in the middle of the woods ; Weapon : curses and maledictions ; Favourite food : dark chocolate and cherry muffins ; Favourite animal : small possessed black goat ; Song : Truth Comes Out by Willyecho.

Marnie’s moodboard (she/her) goes as follows : MTBI : ISFJ, the Defender ; Quote : "The thing you are most afraid to write. Write that." ; Favourite colour : rust ; Hobby : creative writing ; Favourite season : autumn ; Aesthetic : hidden away bed nook ; Favourite stone : rainbow quartz ; Love language : acts of service (chores) ; Weapon : pills ; Favourite food : lime cheesecake ; Favourite animal : puppies ; Song : On the Journey from Honkai Star Rail

Wayne’s moodboard (they/them) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFJ, the Protagonist ; Quote : "It’s all lies, darling" Favourite colour : purple-blue hydrangeas ; Hobby : high society balls ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : wistful milk tea surrounded by blue hydrangeas ; Favourite stone : pale amethyst ; Love language : mutual cannibalism ; Weapon : vulnerability ; Favourite food : iced peach black tea ; Favourite animal : white savannah cat ; Song : Love Story by Indyla

Samuel’s moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENTP, the Debater Quote : "Know just enough to be dangerous :)" ; Favourite colour : blue nacre/mother-of-pearls ; Hobby : people watching ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : overwork detective ; Favourite stone : jadeite magatama Love language : barely daring to touch someone’s hand ; Weapon : pointing fingers ; Favourite food : Wayne’s blood ; Favourite animal : white koi carp Song : Sparkle from Your Name

I didn’t do anything productive today, but I did this for two NPCs in the campaign I DM

(Why use picrew instead of drawing them, you ask ? Cause I work slow as fuck 😭 and yes last one is black-haired Gojo)

Fēi (they/them), my Vampire the Mascarade OC, dancing at a vampire ball with a tall dark stranger. We’ve made it be Bridgerton but vampires, and in that world, Fēi is a soft looking ingénu, appearing to only want to dance at a ball like Cinderella. Their expression is one of pure joy, while their dance partner, a masked Nosferatu, is a little more sinister, a little more knowing. He knows how those games are played, while Fēi is only here to be dazzled away

There’s always something so refreshing about new vampires. They don’t come to the balls for the political intrigue, they come to dance with beautiful strangers. And dance Fēi did at the Nosferatu Ball

#art #oc #vampirethemascarade

Still shot from a video of me drawing on my iPad. The shot is taken above my right shoulder, showing what i’m working on, as well as the side of my cheek and my back. On the screen of my iPad, there’s a squiggly sketch of a man falling from the sky, as well as a small Pinterest window with pose references

I’ve been filming myself when I draw, I’d like to make cute relaxing videos with it 😌 #art

Heeeeeeeeyy, great minds 😌 ✨

Seth’s moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFP, the Campaigner ; Quote : "Satan loves you for who you are" ; Favourite colour : blood ; Hobby : Animal Crossing New Horizon ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : pagan spellwork ; Favourite stone : black opal ; Love language : dancing the waltz with Baphomet in the middle of the woods ; Weapon : curses and maledictions ; Favourite food : dark chocolate and cherry muffins ; Favourite animal : small possessed black goat ; Song : Truth Comes Out by Willyecho.

Marnie’s moodboard (she/her) goes as follows : MTBI : ISFJ, the Defender ; Quote : "The thing you are most afraid to write. Write that." ; Favourite colour : rust ; Hobby : creative writing ; Favourite season : autumn ; Aesthetic : hidden away bed nook ; Favourite stone : rainbow quartz ; Love language : acts of service (chores) ; Weapon : pills ; Favourite food : lime cheesecake ; Favourite animal : puppies ; Song : On the Journey from Honkai Star Rail

Wayne’s moodboard (they/them) goes as follows : MTBI : ENFJ, the Protagonist ; Quote : "It’s all lies, darling" Favourite colour : purple-blue hydrangeas ; Hobby : high society balls ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : wistful milk tea surrounded by blue hydrangeas ; Favourite stone : pale amethyst ; Love language : mutual cannibalism ; Weapon : vulnerability ; Favourite food : iced peach black tea ; Favourite animal : white savannah cat ; Song : Love Story by Indyla

Samuel’s moodboard (he/him) goes as follows : MTBI : ENTP, the Debater Quote : "Know just enough to be dangerous :)" ; Favourite colour : blue nacre/mother-of-pearls ; Hobby : people watching ; Favourite season : spring ; Aesthetic : overwork detective ; Favourite stone : jadeite magatama Love language : barely daring to touch someone’s hand ; Weapon : pointing fingers ; Favourite food : Wayne’s blood ; Favourite animal : white koi carp Song : Sparkle from Your Name

I didn’t do anything productive today, but I did this for two NPCs in the campaign I DM

(Why use picrew instead of drawing them, you ask ? Cause I work slow as fuck 😭 and yes last one is black-haired Gojo)

How about a Baphomet-like thing ? Demon goat themed ? 🐐 ✨