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@daedrabait

ilya. he/it. 27. multifandom artist, writer, and gamer. big embrace!durge enthusiast. cajun weirdo https://daedrabait.straw.page/ pfp and header by helgship

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β€œDo you still remember how it hurt? I can remove that, too. Silence is not emptiness, it is kindness.”

Concepts for a Raumm warlock. Did that old one a while ago, and wanted to build upon it. Tried out a more charismatic-elegant approach and I don't hate it.

fomoria.com

#fomoria #ttrpg

01.03.2026 17:13 πŸ‘ 483 πŸ” 141 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 0

me yapping and posting shit nobody gaf about

12.03.2026 17:22 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

i love pre-op trans men i love post-op trans men i love gnc trans men i love trans men who disregard societal gender norms i love trans men who defy what people think a trans man should be i love trans men who Do Whatever They Want

11.03.2026 08:07 πŸ‘ 554 πŸ” 319 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 1
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Federal Reserve Board - Proposal Details The Federal Reserve Board of Governors in Washington DC.

The government is asking for public comments on whether banks should be able to deny you from buying legal goods at their own whim (i.e. how they're cracking down on art)

Tell them you don't want to be told how to spend your money

www.federalreserve.gov/apps/proposa...

11.03.2026 16:23 πŸ‘ 6105 πŸ” 6048 πŸ’¬ 120 πŸ“Œ 324

Taking screenshots of freaky durge moments in game helps me with inspo to talk about kane so maybe the trick will be cramming a bunch of screenshots in the carrd and talking around them idk

11.03.2026 16:00 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I love those dorks so much.

09.03.2026 20:55 πŸ‘ 80 πŸ” 17 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Im always here if you need someone to talk to πŸ«‚β€οΈ

11.03.2026 12:22 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
drawn headshot of an elf with long, black hair and curled facial hair. he wears a black shirt and red coat.

drawn headshot of an elf with long, black hair and curled facial hair. he wears a black shirt and red coat.

:/ || #holliismart

11.03.2026 05:56 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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lines || #holliismart

10.03.2026 05:23 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

must’ve felt so good in the 18th century to scowl severely at another man and say β€œyou forget yourself” and know he wants to suck you off so bad

09.10.2025 21:36 πŸ‘ 921 πŸ” 490 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 7
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Art trade with @jbzwyfizz.bsky.social who asked for Enver Gortash !
#baldursgate3 #envergortash #bdg3

10.03.2026 19:28 πŸ‘ 196 πŸ” 77 πŸ’¬ 9 πŸ“Œ 0

pre-tadpole though? he had a filthy mouth dsafds especially loved swearing in a way that insulted other people.

10.03.2026 17:59 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

#tavqotd
Kane doesn't really care about swearing. it doesn't mind either way, and sometimes finds it amusing when other people do. it doesn't personally swear often (not for any moral reason, just because it doesn't talk that much in general) but when he does it's really fucking funny lmao

10.03.2026 17:59 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Drawing in black ink. A red-crowned crane (a kind of self portrait), stands with one leg raised and its head tucked in its wing. A huge, swirling mass of storm clouds rises above it like an oppressive, malignant thought bubble.

Drawing in black ink. A red-crowned crane (a kind of self portrait), stands with one leg raised and its head tucked in its wing. A huge, swirling mass of storm clouds rises above it like an oppressive, malignant thought bubble.

I think I've made myself sick with stress. πŸ˜“

Older drawing from 2017.

10.03.2026 12:01 πŸ‘ 335 πŸ” 70 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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Finished Astarion’s portrait for my disco elysium style study :)

#bg3art #astarion #bg3

10.03.2026 04:11 πŸ‘ 93 πŸ” 31 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

ngl the proportions in general seem so weird if you look at them long enough

10.03.2026 08:09 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The necks in final fa n tasy fourteen scare me sometimes. What the fuck is that and why do they look so wrong . Sorry

10.03.2026 08:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

And when he does talk its either the shortest sentences possible, or the craziest shit you've ever heard. He's so fun.

10.03.2026 06:02 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If you're a stranger, there's a very high chance it will just attack you without even uttering a word at you, so there is also that.

10.03.2026 06:00 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

#tavqotd
Kane is bad at social interactions. He doesn't understand social cues well, or care much to learn and follow them. Unless you know Kane well and/or are good with long stretches of unsettling beady eyed stares and silence, having a conversation with it is very hard.

10.03.2026 06:00 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Emergency aid for Gaza Help Gaza Sunbirds raise money to support Amos Trust

This is not a sponsored post. I want to share this as I believe children, regardless of race, gender or nationality deserves peace and safety, above all else.

You can send your donations to Gaza Sunbirds here: www.justgiving.com/page/savegaza

03.03.2026 12:21 πŸ‘ 244 πŸ” 217 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Miss seeing your posts 🫢 hope you're doing okay

10.03.2026 04:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Kansas invalidated a trans woman's license even though she never changed her gender marker.

It's not about the gender marker. It's about targeting trans people and making their lives unlivable.

03.03.2026 12:50 πŸ‘ 2091 πŸ” 821 πŸ’¬ 19 πŸ“Œ 14
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For those manipulated by the fire of ambition, carve my name 'Last King' Morgott upon your foolish epitaph! #Eldenring #Morgott #illustration

06.03.2026 16:39 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

almost a whole year since I posted anything on ao3... thats rough

09.03.2026 17:28 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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My ultimate character sheet for Tavislav "Connie" Connecticut. Took me a whole week to make and was a great exercise in patience and details.

01.08.2025 15:00 πŸ‘ 271 πŸ” 66 πŸ’¬ 20 πŸ“Œ 1
09.03.2026 00:54 πŸ‘ 1676 πŸ” 652 πŸ’¬ 25 πŸ“Œ 8

I’ve lost housing. Desperately seeking a new living situation. I don’t have anywhere to stay so this is really scary for me.

Any space for rent requires a deposit. I am now urgently seeking help with 800 for a deposit so I can get into new housing asap.

800 needed.
CA: $/transboyy
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07.03.2026 20:50 πŸ‘ 51 πŸ” 105 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 5

hating everything I create hours have begun

09.03.2026 05:46 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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i must endure. i must carry this pain. through bloodshed i am born again, reset upon my path to bring forth the end.

#art #bg3 #thedarkurge #durge #oc #hands

04.03.2026 19:42 πŸ‘ 14 πŸ” 7 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0