Kit 👑

Who knew Philip Buckley would make me cry in a sweet emotional way rather than with rage 😭😭

It's 5am, I have not slept and I entirely blame the lack of a bedtime story.

I know. New fic from a fave author had dropped in my inbox and I was like YAY bedtime reading. Then i clicked the link and had to dramatically fall to my knees (metaphorically of course, my knees can't actually handle that 😭)

Starting to take it personally that ao3 is down at bedtime for the second night in a row

All the Internet gays waiting for ao3 to come back online

check on your friends, you never know what they’re going through 💔 (ao3 went down on a sunday)

Agreed. There was a little niggling worry but there were like 3 seperate times in this episode that would have been the perfect time to set up a romance between them and nothing happened.

a person says fine i 'll do it myself in a dark room Alt: Thanos says fine i 'll do it myself

I can't believe it's been 19 hours since the episode aired and there isn't a single fic about the stitch and bitch group plying Buck with wine until he gushes about Eddie and them all colluding to meddle until they get them together.

I'm with you. I literally have a 5 page doc about how Eddie HAS to be younger I'm THAT passionate about it

My back hurts so much, I just want to lie down on the floor, but I'm at work. I don't even care if anybody sees me, I'm just worried that once I'm down there, there's no way I'll be able to get up again

Not only that, we had Eddie ask Maddie to bid on him, to avoid going on a date with a woman, from what was essentially a closet

It's so deeply parasocial for anybody to expect or believe they are entitled to know anything, including their sexuality or the specific label they use, about clebrities, or really anybody, and it astounds me how people don't realise how weird they are for it.

Photo of grid cover with the word "omega"

Can't even go to a 90th birthday party without fandom following me 🤣

👀👀👀

Really need someone to come stroke my hair and read fluffy fics to me. Is that too much to ask?

The fic I'm probably the proudest of is actually probably the one with the biggest hit to kudos ratio but it's fine because I know it caters to very specific tastes and that ratio tells me that those who did read it and enjoy it have most likely been rereading it too

I know!!

Genuinely about to cry because I just saw a trailer for the new Lord of the Flies series on BBC and the first comment was "is this inspired by Yellowjackets".

This is so true

Letterboxd screenshot Favourites: Labyrinth, God's Own Country, Sister Act 2, Howl's Moving Castle Recent Activity: People We Meet On Vacation, Pillion, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Blazing Saddles

I don't think anything will ever display the range of my taste in movies better than my current top 4 and last 4 watched

NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.

Ao3 fic summary

Cocktails on a table

Hands touching

Ao3 fic tags and info

Fic update: COMPLETED FIC

I'm Terrified I May Never Have Met Me

Rating: M
Chapters: 3/3
Word count: 67,829

🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/596052...

Yeah. In the last 6 months, my existing health problems got worse, which then had me in a bad bout of depression and then I had a load new symptoms start unrelated to my existing condition and the fatigue from all of it just has me basically catatonic 95% of the time. I genuinely feel like a ghost

I am also still writing - just much, much slower than I used to

My health is causing so many issues atm but one of the worst (joking but also deadly serious) is removing the energy to interact with all the cool gay fandom people in my phone. I miss participating, I miss being able to write every free hour of the day. But I'm still lurking, I see you, I love you

my only notes to people under 30: your 30s aren't for ditching fandom, they're for re-evaluating all the "cringe" stuff you liked as a teenager through the lens of someone who can appreciate it fully, going, "that owned, actually," and becoming even more unhinged about it. please look forward to it.

See to me that man is a power bottom and Jayce is nothing more than a willing toy that cries with gratitude every single time just for being allowed to make Viktor feel good

I only use letterboxd to log films I've watched for the first time because if I logged every film I watch people would know how much of a social life I absolutely do not have 🤣

Oh my god I'm so excited!!! This is one of my favourite books ever

I am constantly on the look out for work from home jobs but there is never anything suitable. I wouldn't mind being sleep deprived at work if I could do it wrapped in my quilt and able to vape at my computer 🤣