Pastel Reptar has had enough bullshit & is going home now. π¦π
Pastel Reptar has had enough bullshit & is going home now. π¦π
Am hummingbird. No, i wont perform to prove it.
You're right. Cosmo would never. ππ€πͺ
Do ittt π¨
Home is wherever im already enough exactly as i truly am. π
She's not just another pretty face ππ«§ watercolor & markers
Pink widow watercolor. Messy but leaving it. Just for practice.
Cheshie didn't do it. π€βοΈππ©·π
Re-member yourself. π‘π
watercolor on mixed media
Fear is not my future. I am.
Let go. We have better things to do. :) β€οΈβπ©Ήπ©·π
After all my own bullshit, im still here.
Still alive. Still breathing.
It's time to make it all worth it.
They no longer wear pijamas :( πΊπ
But earth is tryna update our codes according to the funny chemicals in a vague part of my brain π
however we keep eating plastic. π€·π½ββοΈ I might just be insane tho so there's that too lol.
[releases deep breath into the sky]π¬π
(When i am truly seen, i will feel so.
When i am truly safe, i will feel so.
When i am truly loved, i will feel so.
When i am truly welcome, i will feel so.
What is true will not confuse you.)
[feels sweet peaceful happies rise a bit again] :)
I just want to make art today.
Nothing else.
Maybe a snack at some point.
Maybe a shit or two.
But mostly art. π¨π§»
You fix it. You tolerate it. Or you walk away.
Ppl only mad cause they like bein mad. π€·π½ββοΈπ
(The trees dont care what you look like. π«π)
New pretty cards! π€©πβ¨οΈ
Sudoku is satisfying af π
This morning's whismical shit consisted of starting to set up a lil offering to the birbs & the bees. π Gary's Garden & a lil gnomey drink stop. Something new for the trees to look at at least. π π§π½ββοΈππ±β¨οΈ
"Even when you touch the sky they'll say you're on the ground" ππβ¨οΈ
π"boots & bulls" π₯ π€
The thing about being nice to people is that i know they are gonna get comfy trying to treat me like they treat everyone else and then get mad/shocked that i am NOT an everyone else. π
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I dont want to always be alone but i am far more content alone than with people who think i'll shrink for them. π€·π½ββοΈ
When i tell you my feelings, believe me the first time or dont expect me to feel safe or stay long. My move-the-fuck-on-ometer ain't havin any more bullshit.
My gut will cut you off before you blink if i smell your weird energy. I am soft but my truth & boundaries are not. πͺ
Anytime im able to safely be very stoned, i definitely want to be very stoned. π€·π½ββοΈπ¬ππ§ββοΈ
I dont have to explain/defend my happiness. :) Im allowed to have it. Im allowed to keep it whenever i choose. πͺππ
I choose to live as a sim today :) ππ₯
[loads local life save game for casual cleaning/organizing with happy soundtrack playing] πβ¨οΈ