MASAK

今日の練習

I wanted to draw Dande crying on the floor today.
But it didn't work out.
Dande, you still got time to run till my art juice comes back.

I talked with Wen about this once, but I wanna bring it up again.

Mael and Rossa are the same person, no?
If they have sex... is that just Mael masturbating then?

(I got too much time to think, recently.)

I've been looking at my phone too much recently.
When I use it too much, my eyesight get blurry and it's hard to read. And I need some time to see properly again.

If we all just say it often and loud enough... maybe she won't die 😭😭 (I am coping so bad)

I hope the Archangels just appear to save Eli and then the Jojo Pillar Theme starts playing very loudly as they all stand there very gay and sexy.

I am pretty sure Mael's world would just shatter into many many little pieces if Elizabeth really dies...
Even if his feelings were never returned. He still grew up with her and she still was there for him if he needed her...

Eli don't die. Eli don't die. ELI DON'T DIE.

ELI DON'T FUCKING DIE 😭😭😭

おで、いろぬり、したくなひ…

Blog AU Saruman has very pretty tattooes 🥰
(old art)

any of my mutuals alo liking sumo..? 🥲

It's inspiring, to be honest.
My spouse showed me a very cool YouTube Chanel about it, I have been watching ever since. I hope I can take some advices from the sport, once I am back on my healthy track again.. (I hope,,)

It did.

It's a super cursed pairint. But I really like Mauga Mei....
She can cool him down when he's overheating again and numb that pain a bit 🥺🥺
He'd be super soft with her too (especially in bed) 🥺🥺

I got a little sick... (it was so bad I can't put it into words)
I'm better now, I was able to paint a little, but I'm still sick.

Here's the first sketch of her reference, but there will be more because I can't figure out how to show everything conveniently, maybe there will be several sketches.

🥺🩷Hop

kz × TAKU INOUE feat.初音ミク「クロスロード」 YouTube video by kz-livetune

kz × TAKU INOUE feat.初音ミク「クロスロード」

剣盾を追いかけてくぜ、これからもポケモンが大好きだ！
www.youtube.com/watch?v=YU9u...

I want you to know, that all that's happening in my head, is Saru pushing Mael off and just purposefully put a bit of catnip on his cheek.

I mean. On accident. Of course.

Respectfully.
(I'm on my knees.)

小猫狗呀～

God, I can't concentrate today.
I hate it.

I still need to re-write that fucking manuscipt. I even know how it will go and what the conversations are. I just don't wanna write it 🥲

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こね…こね…こねり…こねり…

a purple background with the words until we meet again on the bottom ALT: a purple background with the words until we meet again on the bottom

A reminder and funfact for you. In Blog AU, Saruman canonly wears tail buttplugs.

#Mauga #Lifeweaver
quick doodle.

Mauga has bulletproof skin! 😃

Mauga has bulletproof.. "skin"........😥

It's too early in the morning to be so sad..

On top of that.. I don't want to know how shit it must have felt for Mael to watch Eli heal the others so far away, while he has to hold his dying brother in his arms.

Mael smiled for the first time, hoping his brother could see it..... 🥺

Even if not. Ludociel was canonly blind before he died. And Mael never smiled even once after he returned.

Not before Ludociel was already blind.
So Ludociel never saw his brother smile after returning. Which is already sad enough on its own... 🥲

Maybe it's the music I'm listening to, but gosh that is so sad.

Imagine when Ludociel can finally see normal again and he can look at Mael for the first time in his life.
Mael just smiles at him after he got reborn. "Welcome home, Nii-san" 🥺

I hope that when Ludociel gets reborn, his eyes are well again and he can take a look at his brother properly.

I generally wonder if Ludociel was blind already, when Mael was born.. 🥺