Hostile takeover

eh i'm back for now

What, you think I'm going to get a new perspective on being a piece of shit? Dawg I've run every permutation through my skull 300 times an hour rotating in 3d.

Being the bad guy in couple's therapy sucks. If I wanted to tell myself on repeat for an hour and a half that I'm a giant piece of shit I could have done that at home.

Boutta step on a flight over a girl. I'm so cooked.

lavos, the main antagonist from the 1995 rpg chrono trigger

Lavos, the alien monster intent on destroying all life, has emerged from beneath the planet's surface to endorse Andrew Cuomo in the New York City mayoral race. "Cuomo has the experience and character necessary to lead," said Lavos, while fire rained from the sky

I feel like I'm just a top now.

I've never had a piece of information make me both feel worse AND way better at the same time. I guess knowing is half the battle

My imagination was worse but still gonna take some pretty bad psychic damage from this one. Oof.

At my ex's parents place helping them cook dinner for midsommarafton. Kinda weird but they nice.

Them sending a heart had way to powerful of a physical effect on me.

I just almost cried when she messaged me she misses me. I'm cooked.

Fucking ow why does it always have to hurt

I have but it's always been when I've been in a relationship with an fp =/

Some morning crying and self hatred, as a treat.

Yooo too exhausted to feel the suffering.

I'm gonna die she's so fucking beautiful i wanna die

How did I not remember my favorite FP breakup song, first love/ late spring by mitski.

Changed my pfp bruh

I know it's cope but it's making me feel better enough to not making my soul scream in pain 24/7 until my flight. After the flight I can deal with the reality that I'll probably end up in pain again but at least I'll be able to work through my pain instead of rotting in it.

"guy" bruh

lol no

I don't think anyone is seriously going to bat. He's an isolationist white supremacist. I will, however, clap like a seal as nazis tear eachother apart. They can dance for my amusement.

Finally made a decent lunch again

That's it. I'm picking up smoking as a coping mechanism. I'm tired of weed and alcohol.

It's so much hurt and it's ALL the time =/ searing pain in my heart.

"idk I thought Cleveland was in Maine or something" my former paramour who has lived in the US their entire lives

Feels relevant

Every day feels like it's 30 hours long.

I'm going next week. I don't care if I have to busk to make ends meet, go to food banks, and fuck strangers under the guise of cooking them food so i can eat. I can't live with this searing pain in my chest anymore.

The party used to be just stupidity and greed, but malice took center stage.

Claims it's a rare mix, but that's the baseline GOP now.