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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria

@melancholytheclown

Clowncore, kink πŸ”ž, & mental illness πŸ’–πŸ­πŸ₯Ή 28 | bi & genderqueer (they/it/he/she/we) | polyam | AuDHD, PTSD, DID, PCOS, endo, visually impaired w/ IIH 🦯

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yo help me (homeless) go piss somewhere so they don’t like , register me as a criminal lmao

ca: $freakingbabygirl

12.03.2026 18:30 πŸ‘ 14 πŸ” 15 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Being uncomfortable is not the same as being harmed.

12.03.2026 00:03 πŸ‘ 1242 πŸ” 516 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 2

Thank you πŸ’•βœ¨

12.03.2026 18:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I am going to eat emotional support pizza bread

12.03.2026 18:54 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Yay!!! Thank you so much ;-;

12.03.2026 13:46 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Thanks, love <3

12.03.2026 13:37 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I should be at the hospital prepping to get my top surgery, but instead I am in bed with a pressure headache and worsening eye symptoms
Anesthesia probably made the right call, but jesus fuck does this suck
These last few days before my neuro-ophtho appointment are torture, I feel horrible

12.03.2026 13:33 πŸ‘ 13 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 1

Folks, listen to me.

Don't go looking up what blocklists you're on or who blocks you, down that path lies madness, poster's madness! Don't do it! People will block you for any reason, or no reason at all, just ignore it. I always assume that if I'm blocked it's probably because I was annoying.

11.03.2026 22:37 πŸ‘ 2232 πŸ” 721 πŸ’¬ 93 πŸ“Œ 56

I’m at $140 and have $610 left! I need to turn my water back on and prevent my electric from getting shut off tomorrow. Any help is appreciated!

10.03.2026 18:31 πŸ‘ 92 πŸ” 137 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 14

Gaza is going through heavy shelling right now, and on top of that, Nurse Hammam and his little brother Abood, who is autistic, are homeless and sheltering in an unsanitary tent. Please give if you can and share β€” any little amount helps:

chuffed.org/project/1580...

12.03.2026 00:57 πŸ‘ 19 πŸ” 31 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 2

Everyone wish her luck that she gets accepted somewhere for her PhD soon.

12.03.2026 01:59 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Finally got back to my friend in China. She had sent me a long e-letter and in it mentioned how we need to redistribute wealth and disincentivize selfishness for a more community-based society. She eventually wants to visit the US and have me show her around my city. Idk, I kinda love her.

12.03.2026 01:59 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I saw THEE most gorgeous Black nonbinary person on bumble. Like, absolutely flawless looking both masc and fem. BUT APPARENTLY I had already swiped them forever ago. It's an injustice, but I accept my fate of rejection.

11.03.2026 17:25 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

out on me. Did a whole 180Β°. I argued with him so hard about how he already knew I was bisexual that it woke me up.

Now I'm sitting here thinking; where tf is my slightly evil bipoc girlfriend?

Got me polishing off my bumble account and shit

11.03.2026 15:58 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

and I asked if she'd get mad if I wore a dress. She was into it, but I needed heels from my parents' house for some reason, so I drove over and was getting what I needed. I told my parents I was going out and they were fine or whatever UNTIL I said I was going with my girlfriend. My dad freaked-

11.03.2026 15:58 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Had a dream where I had a cute but slightly evil girlfriend that made me buy her things or she'd pout around, and I was also slightly evil. Some guy questioned my sexuality and upset her so I beat him up in the hallway. I was masc for most of it but she told me to take her out to a fancy restaurant-

11.03.2026 15:58 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Art by RenΓ© Georges Hermann-Paul

1899

07.01.2025 12:39 πŸ‘ 250 πŸ” 82 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3

diuretic? heh, more like diarrhea

11.03.2026 08:00 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh no. I shared my woes again.

11.03.2026 06:54 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The problem is that I want to be cared for, but 99% of people interested in me just view me as a piece of fuckable meat
That interest doesn't last once I am revealed to be a whole person

11.03.2026 06:53 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

One time when I was getting dumped the guy said I was too self-loathing
We were only 16 and I've been working on pretending to not be so self-loathing ever since
I guess I'm now mainly indifferent to myself, but I do care about me a bit

11.03.2026 06:50 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It's what orbs are good for

11.03.2026 05:19 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I hate it when cute people like my posts and I have to go about my day like that didn't just happen
It's even eviler when the dms are open

Fuck y'all and your normal interactions and mischievous ways

11.03.2026 05:14 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If I had a orb I really would ponder that thing fr

11.03.2026 05:09 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

eat my pussy and suck my dick in a bisexual sort of manner

10.03.2026 21:24 πŸ‘ 81 πŸ” 13 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1

we must strike him from the record

11.03.2026 05:03 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

3 tips to unlock art πŸ–ΌοΈ πŸ’—

10.03.2026 23:31 πŸ‘ 12 πŸ” 12 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

It's so necessary

10.03.2026 21:29 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

eat my pussy and suck my dick in a bisexual sort of manner

10.03.2026 21:24 πŸ‘ 81 πŸ” 13 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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I lost Dad, my source of support, and now I take care of my sick mother and younger siblings. Despite feeling overwhelmed, I excelled and was accepted to study medicine, my late Dad’s dream. But I can’t continue without your help. Please support me

gofund.me/d16d54e74

10.03.2026 19:13 πŸ‘ 30 πŸ” 46 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 6