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Heesung 🥲. That was my 2001 twin right there

There’s a blizzard outside, my sinuses are sinusing, was in the er two weeks ago, two weeks on an antibiotic- like I need a good break 🫠

Disappointed in Giselle- first it was that mocking situation, now this. Her and ningning’s spiritual eras always gave me a feeling and with this it’s confirmed. HINDUISM ISNT AN AESTHETIC

Idk if this is tmi, but I ended up in the hospital cause of a UTI 😭. The pain felt like a kidney stone but apparently I don’t have a kidney stone just a collapsed bladder 😭

As much as I like bts my friend getting my bts ticket along with the group of ppl that might wanna go without waiting for my response is kinda unfair. I don’t have the funds for it 🫩. Plus health wise I don’t even want to think about going to a concert rn, especially in June.

I can’t tell if I should feel hopeful or hopeless for my future. I feel guilt at moments of joy and crazed at moments of sadness. I literally cannot even think or plan for my future correctly, and don’t understand how people have been living normally through all of this.

I need to figure out how to respond to people asking me when I’m getting married. I’m so done with everyone including my parents. I also need to figure out how to avoid the arranged marriage topic. I’d rather be single atp. #relationships

As a sibling of a disabled adult with desi parents. PLS DO NOT DEPEND ON THE OTHER SIBLING TO TAKE CARE OF EVERYONE’S NEEDS. SET UP A CARE PLAN. I’m saying this as a burnt out sibling. This burn out also is actually taking a toll on my health.

IS ANYONE HIRING PLS ?!?!?! I need a job 🥲. Preferably remote. I have a masters in public health concentrated in epidemiology. I’m also looking for entry level ux design roles and have intermediate- advanced skills in art 😭
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#employment #jobs #publichealth #art #epidemiology #hireme

Romanticizing 2016….. That was the second half of my first year in highschool and first half of sophomore year. Absolutely hated it lol.

I know I have free will, but it doesn’t feel like it

I remember when I used to post art on here. Welp I haven’t made anything new 🥲. Cause I’m in the woes and throws of my sadness

NCT Jeno
#제노

AY CONGRATS

Yep 🥲

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I hate dating apps 😭🫩. All the fwbs, casual, cuddle bugs, and ghosters on there have me TIRED. When will the right person come INTO MY LIFE LIKE UGH

I got reposted by Riize 🙂‍↕️.

The way I’m listening to this album on my cd player rn 🥲

It’s hard to be an nctzen 🫩

Yangyangs situation is a lose -lose situation. If he addresses it, it’s a problem if he doesn’t it’s still an issue. I wish fans could treat this like a grey situation rather than black or white. Plus overall we need to stop expecting perfection from kpop idols.

I’ve had acne for a long time still detailing with it as an adult 🥲. So a disclaimer my reccs might not work for you. For my face anua’s cleanser works well (I got oily + dry skin). For bacne exfoliate, gentle cleanser, and moisturize. But I recommend a dermatologist overall.

Just finished watching a playthrough of resident evil 8 …. POOR ETHAN 😭

Some kpop creators are so hypocritical- I literally remember seeing a creator post against mark and his collab a couple of days ago. I go back now to find that vid - ITS DELETED. This is absolutely ridiculous.

I find the statement morals over kpop laughable because the kpop industry itself is immoral and wdym ur morals are dictated by a music genre

So disappointed with Mark (NCT) collabing with Mcd’s like I thought we learned after the sb issue

Did I semi pass out and scare my friends when in the line for Kai’s concert - yes- but I made it in atleast 😭. (I will be sitting at home till further notice)

When will I get a boyfriend 🫠 idk idk

Not to come off as extremely spiritual but something is literally tugging at my energy like it feels like my heart is being tugged or someone is holding it. Like I feel some feelings that aren’t my own. Feels like someone is manifesting me 😭

My parents saying I should’ve went to Italy with my friend what part of I can’t afford it and my ears are still healing from an infection is not understandable 😭

I’m locking in and making an art portfolio do any #artists have tips - I’m including my fine art, digital art, and sold/ gallery art. I don’t know whether I should do a website or PowerPoint