Vol

I didn't abandon him, I cleaned the stable and everything 😭
(and then logged out--)

"You miss him too" HE'S COMING BACK I PROMISE 😭
Thank you for looking after my little guy 🥺

Realised that I've settled with not being creative (for the time being), it's nice (and no doubt healthier) to no longer feel guilty about it.
I'll get back to it when I get back to it, it's not going anywhere 👍

No more good luck for at least 1000 years, my dragon is home 🥺

Digital artwork by Arukanoda and Volvokun of Arukanoda's character, Lavi. A halfbody painting of a large, indigo scaled dragon with angular fins submerged in water. Light filters from the surface in the top left of the image, illuminating the spaces between the dragon's fins. Bubbles are scattered around the image.

[OC] Indigo Scales

Brave browser lets you watch youtube without ads, I recently downloaded it for my iPad and it's been great! Might be worth a shot on iPhone too?

Terrible spot for a pop-up camp

#MonsterHunter

ArtFigth - Attack for @volvokun.bsky.social

[AF] Equinox for @azumaokami.bsky.social 🌌

[Af] Nutmeg for ibjnmk/kuguri! 🍂

Thank you!

[AF] Bluebell for Razewinged/Liolaeus !

Belated Artfight thread! I managed to do a few little bits this year, unsure if I'll get to more because of work but it's been fun 🥰

Thank you so much! Giant fluffy manes will always have a place here, thank you for your lovely comment 😭

Thank you so much Mookie 😭

🎨 Finished a while ago but I forgot to upload! A portrait of dear Magenta ♥

Her head seems tiny but she is just Big

🎨 Finished a while ago but I forgot to upload! A portrait of dear Magenta ♥

Her head seems tiny but she is just Big

A dragon with black colored wings sits in a relaxed pose as she watches the sun set ahead of her with a vast body of water shimmering from the light.

Art fight attack on @volvokun.bsky.social! Once I saw they were joining artfight I knew they were an immediate target on my hit list. I've always wanted to draw Valdis!

#art #digitalart #dragon #oc #artfight #artfight2025 #teamcrystal

I haven't even "officially" started yet and you already got me, thank you for showing Val a lovely evening 🥺

Was finally able to restock the spray that I like so I can get back to the pile of figures stashed around the room, attempting to fix Geto is an extra little treat 😂

Spoilers for my next figure repaint

Thank you! ❤️

Thank you so much! I'm excited to get there ❤️

Thank you! 😊

🎨 Portrait of my oldest OC, Valdis ♥
Things are still a bit difficult, I'm not quite where I used to be, but it's getting there! I'm happy to be painting again 😭

Still, I hope I can find joy in these things again soon, for myself more than anything ❤️
(Long day at work, too much time to think, might remove once I've had a sleep)

...it's understandable that things might fade when that is no longer part of the picture. But it's still sad to feel as if it's happening when stepping away from art and OCs isn't something I did by choice, and that I can't keep a relationship going without them.

At times I feel like some relationships I've formed around creating are slipping away, as if people have less interest in interacting with me while I'm unable to offer that creativity. I know that relationships change, people drift in and out, and when you've bonded over something specific...

I'm still struggling with art/creativity, and the longer it lasts the more I'm competing with thoughts about how much my "worth" as a person is tied to being able to create.

Art, OCs, RP - I've barely touched these in months, and not by choice. I miss them, but it feels like I have nothing to give.

pinup art of the commissioner's character with a sly smile, wearing sheer black lingerie with light grayish-purple orchid flowers in the background

pinup art of the commissioner's character in a cute pose with a big smile, wearing forest green lingerie with a leaf pattern and light green lilies in the background

continuing the pinup post train! some more from 2021

#pinup #ffxiv #commissionart #ocart 🖊️