I'm must just like being jealous, why else would I do this to myself...for like the 5th time? 🤡

When you realize your chance for dating someone was right when you met them is kind of a bummer. Like I thought she was cute but I didnt know her well enough to risk burning that bridge over that. But by the time I knew her there were rules to our friendship so now I just have my fantasies.

Staining my cloths while masturbating is sure a new low for me I feel. Especially when it could have been prevented but I couldn't take a break for 5 seconds.

And now I'm extremely jealous of someone flirting with the one im overly infatuated with... I am TOO DESPERATE to have these kinda of feelings. Having hot friends is cool till you catch big feelings, then its just "saying something will ruin everything." People just get better from crazy right?

My infatuation is probably based on the length of our friendship and my heartsick lifestyle, I adore our closeness. But up until recently I would have been over the moon if either of them showed interest. Now I'm left resenting myself for feeling like I would prefer one over the other.

I currently hate myself because I've deeply infatuated myself with a person who I know is unavailable to me, and I'm pretty sure someone who I never assumed would be interested in me has now developed interest...and the one who let that slip was the the first person...they are friends.

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Sometimes I wish there was a casual way to express to your friends that you think they are gorgeous and amazing, and would totally be down to be with them, but in a way that wouldn't put pressure on saying that. Like my friends are the hottest but no way am I going to make things weird between us.

Watching or reading well written loving romantic conversations between two people fills me with a sense of emptiness. I dont know how to do that, I feel broken that I dont know how to put those kind of words to my feelings. I feel like Im depriving my partners or love interests of something special.

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You ever wonder if the shower spider is actually aware you are there? Like is it there just hanging out out with you or is it being a little perv.

I'm starting to think I've been self treating depression with masturbation. Probably explains why I'm perpetually horny this time of year cause the holidays put me in such a negative space. How I wish I had the kind of friends who could help me with that cause I know some GORGEOUS people.

I'm starting to think I'm never gonna find the sexual gratification I desire. I can't bring myself to date and I realize the less then personal alternative doesnt work for me like I wish it did.

Unfortunately for me, if you want me to fall in love with you it seems all you have to do is talk about something you really know and find interesting in a way I can understand and I'm going to find you attractive...also I like baked things.

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I wish I still had someone in my life who made me feel sexy...

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Getting a massive cramp in your leg while masturbating is the worst cause what am I going to do if my cries of pain draw someone to my rescue while I'm writhing on the floor half naked!

The times I worry if the only reason I'm tempted to post nude content of myself is because I'm actively horny or if I'm actually interested in it. Only people who have ever seen me naked were my partners, and I wonder if it's an outlet that would provide me with satisfaction for my desires.

I really hate being interrupted while in the middle of enjoying a vivid sexual fantasy. And by enjoying, I mean sitting there just letting your thoughts go, hands free. On another note I need to stop falling in love e with twitch streamers.

I apologize to anyone who actually reads these 3am desperation posts I've been making as of late (or at all, really). I'm not used to the idea of having followers on social media, and you are all just getting my brain. Also, thank you if you do read these even if you don't interact. Cosmic kudos 👏

Some nights, I am my ideal physique away from getting naked for people on the internet. I have immense respect for all of you who feel comfortable with it cause I would die for a beautiful woman to tell me she even momentarily felt turned on by me.

I'm reaching a new low in desperation. I'm blasting off like 3 times a day and am projecting all that desire on unavailable people. At what point is this considered self punishment?

I swear some of yall have a hold on me where I open this app for 20 seconds and I am begging for climax. Know I wouldn't havnt it any other way... okay maybe there is a different way id like it but thats bridging a barrier I expect and can respect.

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