lydia⋆˙⟡ -22.6 lbs

any of yall got a cigarette and a goddamn lighter

someone tell me how i should dye my hair im crashing out and need change

i wish i could block him. i just want to feel like im in control of how little he texts me

06/09/25
1,134 cals
10,395 steps
why does alc have cals kms

06/08/25
575 cals
5,680 steps

accountability thread ˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆｡☆

where do i go if i hate being home but i have no friends and i dont want to spend money and i feel paralyzed by it all

if i eat very little i move very little
if i move a lot i eat a lot
I WANT 20k STEPS AND NO CALORIES 😠😠

balance is hard :(

why are instagram ads giving me spo speeches

any of yall done barre ?? im thinking about doing a class but i am so unfit 😭 #caterpillarsky #edbsky

i don’t want to work anymore someone put me down

i hate being home i never thought id like my hometown but the city is so lonely fuck

a cat is standing next to a toilet in a bathroom next to a litter box . ALT: a cat is standing next to a toilet in a bathroom next to a litter box .

then he’ll leave again for like three weeks,,,, how skinny can i get for summer yall

back home, bf gone, 600 cal limit the next 3 days, let’s see if i can get my steps in and drop a few lbs by next week

tmrs weigh in day im very much debating lax rnnnn i want to be empty

he’s asleep and i still made myself thinking about him cheating what is wrong w meeeee

anyway tattoo appointment is made i have a will to live 😋

need to go somewhere that’s not my house or work but,,, no money :(

i’m sure but the extra calories burnt 😭 maybe i’ll just do it on a short shift and pray i don’t start dragging my feet lol

would it be dumb to wear ankle weights to work be honest

thank you <3

might join a pilates class and just put it on my credit card i need to meet new people and get FIT

everyone noticing my weight loss and calling me skinny got me too comfortable. i’m not small enough but they only know im smaller. i need to keep going even if they make me feel like im already there

i bet they've never even considered maybe the substances are abusing me

why do men have no empathy

vape tastes like batteries and i said i’d quit after this one im not ready :(

realizing i’m a fr loser. no interests, don’t keep up w my hobbies, no friends. i need to get therapy and fucking changeeeee

crash out so bad i’ve downloaded this app hi guys