💛 SleepyPinkPuppy 💛

it's so gooood!!!

aww, that's so cute! I am more of an ages liker, but seasons is still really great...

It's a shame, the one I left the game on was the one I finally liked, if only I could have figured that out earlier. Oh well, better at all than never.

Lea Marinterre, where my character stands today and stood when I quit. The last few years have been terrible. I've had to figure out how I want to use the time I have, because if I can't make things better, I won't make it. I had to leave FFXIV behind, because I started disliking it.

Ritsuso Mana, one of the latter takes. I wouldn't start transitioning for a couple years, but I couldn't take it anymore. I finished college, I became a lot more withdrawn in real life, but I also probably had the most friends I've had in some time. Things were overall bad, though. SI was very bad.

Lilimun Mimimun, one of several Lalafell takes. I really wish Lalafells looked more like Tarutaru... I haven't played FFXI, but Tarutaru are so cute... FFXI in general has an art style I vibe with a lot, at least from what I've seen

Lee Moonlight, another take I'd revist a lot. When male Viera were introduced, I was actually kind of on the fence with them, but... it was closer to the femboy look than a Miqo'te, right? It still was painful. Running up against the limits of my body, knowing I wouldn't ever be recognized...

Lechothgar, a later take. I messed around with different masc appearances, even in my muted real life. It didn't ever feel right, and what felt worse was how people treated me. The way I saw myself, and the way I knew they saw me. I thought if I kept my body healthy it didn't matter how much it hurt

Lee Moonward, a take I returned to many times. I was in college most of the time I played FFXIV, but I didn't interact with people in person a lot. Other than posting lewds, most of the way I tried to express myself was through FFXIV. There was a guy I had a huge crush on in my FC, but he's gay, so

Lhei'a Lyehga, take three, at the start of the Steps of Faith. I believe this was shortly before I started Heavensward, unsure if I had done the old Steps of Faith trial at this point. Back then, I was negotiating my gender in different ways... I really thought I should make being a guy work.

I'll do my best to go in order, but I don't have nice screenshots of all of my different takes... Also, it's been long enough that I don't know the order for some(I had a fantasia problem after a while, or well, a different problem fantasia made worse).

Anyway, Lhia, my second take, in Wonderland:

I've been trying to scoop up the FFXIV screenshots I can after losing most of the ones I took back in the day, and it feels like it would be fun to post my various takes on my Warrior of Light as a thread:

I am a metronome bouncing between these two, if only I could synthesize that into something

ORACLE GAMES MENTION

very good, love to see someone else has played them

💔💔💔💔Her eyes are like tapioca pearls 💔💔💔💔

Would you survive this tag team? >:3

like, if you're someone I consider a rival, that means you are probably cool... I want to get along with cool person I know... but also I want whatever it is you're getting in the way of!

I am very annoying

she's just like me fr...

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BuurgerDog

chiitan????

Piercings

basically, my full name is "shade from [specific plant]," with the plant in question being associated with protection from the supernatural. my name sounds good(the "ms. [surname] format has good aura), but I do think there's something added by considering the meaning

while I'm not sharing my surname here(mutuals could ask I guess), I will share some options I liked but didn't go with:

lee mason: after cheryl mason from silent hill
lee meadows: "shade of an open field" I get both meanings this way, kinda...

there was another one but I can't remember, awawa...

surname: my current legal surname is difficult to pronounce and difficult to spell. I am also not fond of it, it essentially means "foreigner" and... I already feel alienated from other people, it doesn't need to be in my name. so I went with a holy plant for my surname(not being more specific).

"lee" being gender neutral is fine, I've considered going for "leigh" since my brain says that's probably more fitting for the woman I want to be... but I do still like "lee," and probably won't change from it.

leigh: meadow
lee: shady, sheltered from the wind

I prefer meadow, but oh well.

given name: received from a friend on FFXIV. I changed my character's name a lot, but usually had le-/li-/ly- in the given name, as the original name had that and it kept some consistency. eventually, my character had a difficult to pronounce name, so "lee" became my nickname. I decided to keep it.

a 3d render of mew, floating mid-air holding onto an onigiri. mew is admiring the sakura petals surrounding it, and is surrounded by sakura trees in full bloom. on the ground a distance away, is a picnic blanket with onigiri, dango, some tea, and water, as well as a comfy yellow cushion under the tree.

🌸 hanami!

#b3d #pokemon #art

ooh fuuck!
thanks, my personal sweat rag~

My sweaty butt was already itching after my workout at the gym. Make sure to keep it nice and clean~ >:3c

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