Ian ᯓᡣ𐭩

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🖤 ian
🤍 24 + he/him
🖤 interested in various types of media incl animanga
🤍 more on denji-irls.carrd.co

if anyone wants any updates from my life well I got dumped and I got hacked everywhere and i got 660 dollars stolen from me, so I am not doing great 👍

hi bluesky friends I miss yall if any of you have egge I'm mainly on there my un is .denji I hope you all have been well

it's my birthdayyy

she saka on my moto til i days

hi friends I made egge too it's .denji feel free to follow

would you guys eat the pasta I made

also they call me by my first name which is a little disorientating sometimes but most people who aren't my friends or family irl call me by my first name but I wish they'd call me ian (I could totally tell them to but I'm shy)

lowkey feel kinda popular and likeable in my TV and film production class it's a good feeling having people like laugh at my jokes and joke around with me

I hate myself so much I want to die so badly

I watched paddington 1

bruh I played garten of banban 0 and one of the characters is voiced by chibidoki im actually in disbelief

the woman at sonic called me crazy for getting a slushy when it's freezing outside but honestly I'm insane like that plus sonic slushy is a comfort drink I deserve a treat even if it's cold out

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touch and love of another person and it drives my jealousy issues insane how I envy others who get to have sex or be intimate with people they love and I'll forever be a pathetic loser who will never experience anything like that.

been jacking off a lot lately and i realize it's a bad coping mechanism of mine. whenever I feel lonely and bad I use it as a way to distract myself for a while and feel good and loved but then it just reminds me how unwanted I actually am and how pathetic I am that I will never experience the

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um nsfw. dunno how to tag this properly but I'm gonna try my best

i feel really lonely idk what to do i feel so bad... i keep thinking bad thoughts

i wish i had more friends i could talk to 😞 ive been feeling really alone and isolated lately and I'm really trying my best to be okay on my own and by myself but most times I don't feel like doing anything and I end up rotting in bed i just wish i didn't feel so alone

having sad pathetic thoughts. oh well.

one thing I've learned working as a full timer is being at work 40 hours a week is really really tiring. but I'm home now and can rest all weekend..

a close up of a girl with blue hair and a pink bow ALT: a close up of a girl with blue hair and a pink bow

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i miss rem :(

this is like when nagatoro was ending bro this shit is too emotional