My mental health is not up to par right now. Too much shit going on making me depressed since February and every week seems like something new gets thrown into the embers of depression as they're about to die to stoke them back to flames.
I've become aware that counting calories has become an extremely bad thing for me to do because of a previous post concern and my brain going "you can't have over 2k. that's the hard line you get!" Also I hate seeing big numbers and keep wanting them smaller.. so this is a dangerous activity for me.
Hi, please.
My gfm was set to 2000, but I am very quickly realizing it should be around 3000-4000.
Please help. I am. Struggling hard.
I was just about to ask "'Bite Risk' patch when?" ( ⓛ w ⓛ )
What is coloring but not knowing how to color and just getting lost in the sauce and half-assing a 'masterpiece'?
Scene from a Dark/Gritty YGO AU I'm writing.
Do not repost/reupload anywhere. Thanks.
#ThiefkingBakura #Myart #DarkArt #GrittyArt #RavijArt
I wish I knew if my recent gym progress is standard for the course for the goals I want to reach or if I'm going to need to do more to start seeing results that are par for the course. Also absolutely devastated that I woke up sick and had to cancel my session today. 😭 First day I've had to cancel.
Selected some bits of 2 pieces I'm working on that are going to be part of a sequence. I'm very satisfied with both full pieces so far. (ㅅ´ ˘ `) It'll be depicting a scene from a new story I'm working on. In this house we love writing and drawing toxic yaoi. ◉‿◉ #wip #myart #RavijArt #yaoi
Can't wear contacts for two weeks cause I have to get my eyes dilated for cornea thickness measuring so I can get a consultation on if LASIK, ICL, or PRK is good for me. My eye condition is... rare and on top of it I have astigmatism. There are not a whole lot of cosplay lenses for that.
It's an arm.. My arm. I probably should have clarified.
It's time to get two T-shirts. One that says "Gym Rat" and another that says "The Gym is my Happy Place" Because really I love going to the gym, I always come out feeling better. And also I've been stacking more weights every week. PROGRESS! Next Evolt Eval on monday.
No wonder I've been having a terrible day... It's my mom's birthday. Brain knew what was up but wouldn't remind me.
I love you mom, I miss you so much. I wish circumstances had turned out better and you got to stay with me.
So now I have to send a NEW email and potentially wait even longer for a response and not have these contacts in time for when I need them.. I wish I could have someone who's not my Opt. office tell me what I need because I called my Optometrist and they were fuck all on help and wouldn't tell me.
I'm so mad. Sent email to Uniqso last week to see if I got the right ones and if I didn't, could they fix it before the order fulfills. Order gets fulfilled on Mon and I get a response a day after saying "Yup you got the wrong prescription!" And they didn't tell me what would be the right power...
Vergil from DMC? 🤔 Nah just a hair/eyebrow color test of a AU variant of my fav character for a Con I'm going to in March. (It's not Vergil or any DMC char lol) I really like how the temp hair color stuff I used doubles as a gel that makes my hair look like a CGI char lol :> #cosplaytest #costest
Character commission sheet 15$ gets you a character portrait. Conditions: - Strictly SFW monochrome character portrait - You can chose the color and face expression - No WiPs or revisions unless I forget something major like a scar or an accessory - Will do: ttrpg or video games characters (Rooks, Tavs, Durge etc), fanarts, feral, furries - Won't do robotd or mechas, NSFW or gore (blood and light wounds are ok) For 25$, couple portrait - Same rules as single portraits - You can ask for poses other than kissing The example shown is just a sketch but the finished piece will have a similar style as the single portrait example
Commissions open!
@mangotarot.bsky.social is losing his job and has to move across the US. That's ROUGH! He needs help 😭
⭐️Donate the money to his gfm:
bringmagnusto.us
⭐️Email me a proof of donation + character(s) ref : askilian.kobold@gmail.com
#bg3 fans send me your Tavs and Durges 👀
#mutualaid
Hi guys!!
For reasons beyond my control, I am leaving Tennessee to return to Oregon. I'm losing my job due to this move, and I'll be driving cross country with all my pets.
So I need some money help again.
My friends set up a gofundme, share, donate, anything helps! Thanks!
gofund.me/117a6bae1
I am so unbelievably mad right now that I wish to commit unspeakable acts of violence AKA bite the wide part of a 4 piece kit kat first without breaking it.
But instead I will have cake.... -mumbles-
(You all know I've committed kitkat atrocity before and I'LL DO IT AGAIN!)
I am.. so.... unbelievably exhausted. 4-6 hours of sleep every night since Monday night. (while still going to the gym.) Refreshing socials, refreshing email. Waiting. Just waiting and hoping for a sign. A good sign. Praying for the best. Trying to ignore the worst.
Does anyone in the #writingcommunity have that thing they do that consistently helps them get their ideas for what they need to write?
For me its a warm bath or shower. 90% of the time as soon as I get in the warm water my brain decides that RIGHT NOW is the time to unleash the ideas.
#Wip of a new creeture who screams like a coyote, giggles like a fox, neck squish and stretch like a blue heron. Neck vertebrae game so strong he can 180, upside down and 90 degree angle crack like no bodies business. Also he paints eyes on his face because real eyes elsewhere. #monsterart #myart
It really is good isn't it? Micah did a good job taking what I had drawn of them and interpreting them well in his style. 😀 Had a lot of fun coloring it too!
Bonus winter fluff creeture. Just squish mode and sink head into fluff "Oooooh yeah that's the stuff."
Considering making his painted 'eyes' magic paint or something so they're reactive to his mood. But 100% unsettling to look at because its obviously just painted on his face.
#Wip of a new creeture who screams like a coyote, giggles like a fox, neck squish and stretch like a blue heron. Neck vertebrae game so strong he can 180, upside down and 90 degree angle crack like no bodies business. Also he paints eyes on his face because real eyes elsewhere. #monsterart #myart
Ya'll get one free guess on what kind of rice this is. Guarantee you're all going to get it wrong. 😏
My @missmonster.bsky.social cold cast claw pendant came just a bit ago! Decided to do a comparison of the single claw I got with my gryphon mask. I still don't know if the pink glitter resin(?) claw was a bonus item or if it accidently got knocked into my box. Please confirm. I feel bad having it. 😭
I ENJOYED coloring them so much! Your lines are absolutely perfect and fun and 100/10 I would do it again. (I likely will if I get more comms (I will!))
Line comm from @micahseacole.bsky.social that I colored of my Sha King and Queen. Considered Royalty among their kind. Sha or Set Animals are Ancient Egyptian mythological beasts that the god Set is shaped like.
Feel like Kyri would get along with them. Gentle giants 20+ hands tall at shoulders.😄
Absolutely ridiculous. Installed the browser on recommendation from someone on bluesky to stop third parties from tracking what I do now I'm about to switch to something else because the issues I've been having with duckduck are not worth keeping it anymore. I don't care. I cannot do work with this.
Since 2 months after I installed and started using @duckduckgo.com as a main browser it has consistently been an increasingly terrible experience. Ads once blocked no longer are. Clearing the cache last night has now given my entire PC, not just the browser, a slew of problems. Slow loading ect.
Give me a second. I'm going to engage disassociating with the real world for a bit and move back into my hyper fixation zone to ignore the stupidity of what is considered "Breaking News" revolving around a single human being since Jan 20th 2017.
It's breaking in the sense that shits broken.
