It's terrible but I think I've identified that the exact moment my life shit the bed was when I stopped listening to The Vampire Lestat's ๐๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ค๐ฆ endlessly on repeat every day. Of course I'm gonna rectify that NOW. Song fucks harder than a gigolo.
What a fucking waste of time first class on a train is. Literally 2 PEOPLE on an entire cart while people are crammed in like sardines. Suck a cock.
What did I do today, you ask?
Well we had a power cut and my boss asked me to stay around to tell people we're closed. Because the locked doors and lack of lights weren't a giveaway, I guess.
I thought yesterday was just a bad day but I've woken up thinking EVERYONE can still fuck off.
Another Taste
Another year
Another place
Another tear
Another chase
Another sneer
Without a trace
You disappear
Pick up the pace
Pack up the gear
Gimme some face
A souvenir
Here come the gays
Here comes the fear
Now we're having fuuuuuuuuuuun
So nice to hear assassinating pieces of shit is back, that was a good start to the day.
I thought my profile was private so how is anyone following me? Fuck off.
I realised I don't hate my life, I just wish I had some control over it.
I have been such a raw nerve for the last few days, but the love and support I've seen has been beautiful.
Am I ever going to have a legit lie-in again? I'm so tired.
Super Earth is being attacked RIGHT NOW and I'm stuck at stupid work.
Something that nobody knows about me: me and my dad got obsessed with The Resident. I just watched the season finale. I love everyone in that show. When I started it I hated Devon because he was leaving his wife at the alter. At the end I still like him the least buuuut fuck I like him. Primo show
Release the fucking Dune game on consoles and let me disappear into Arrakis forever please.
I cannot wait to blow up the second I come back from holiday, it'll be hype ๐
I just got off a train and the first thing I see in the town I live in is someone taking a piss in the street. I fucking hate this place.
So much of any of my life is spent looking at it, thinking about how it could change, saying "goddammit can't be assed" and then moving on. Probably right, possibly wrong in general ๐คทโโ๏ธ
After 40+ hrs of working and complaining about the unfair working conditions of my colleagues and the ridiculous balance of wages and hours, my dad decided to be cunty because I said I didn't give a shit about my aunt and cousin being on a beach in literally Bora Bora. Fuck my life I guess?
A couple of kids throw an empty bottle of detergent over the fence and my dad gets all bent out of shape, I was bullied for about 7 years in school and told "just ignore it" between 8-15. When I reiterate that to him he gets butthurt. He's 69.
I have to wake up and read about some shit pop star going to SPACE?! Fuck off 2025.
And FLOW comes out on 4k in June. C'mon.
Hot Milk are bringing out a new album in June, I'm finally seeing Nine Inch Nails in June, and Death Stranding 2 comes out in June. Fuck me I'm gonna have to stay alive another year right?
That was the most baffling announcement from the State of Play, it just looks the same.
Feel like I'm in a bit of a post-Christmas rut. Can't seem to find any enthusiasm for, well, anything really. Doesn't help that it seems that everyone's New Years resolution is to be sociable, and I just want to sit in my PJs and watch bullshit while being left alone.
My sister just messaged me saying "I bet you have a drink in hand right now and if you aren't watching die hard, we'll shame on you!!"
Well...
I beat the Silent Hill 2 remake and only shit my pants thirteen times.
"When you drank the world was still out there, but for a moment it didn't have you by the throat."
It worked, I got through stock count.
โNo fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide.โ
