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The overhang has gotten soooooo low!!! Daaaang!

ROUND!!!! Looking great, can't wait to see the bigger arms 😉

Gorgeous!!!

These do such an amazing job highlighting how rotund you are!!! Gorgeous!

I’m not ok. And I haven’t been this amount of ‘not ok’ in a long time. But I can’t cry about it because I physically can’t connect to that part of my brain to feel that emotion right now. It’s a living nightmare. I just wanna wake up and feel again. B/c the longer it’s like this the worse it gets.

Breathing and mindfulness and centering myself and meditating and clearing chakras and massage and warm showers and screaming into pillows and meds and marijuana and petting my dog for seratonin and being squished by my partner and hugs and all of the things that should regulate me - nothing works.

My mind has a list of things it thinks it should do, but I’m not letting myself think that way because I know I can’t do those things and shame won’t help. So I’m stuck frozen in place with no good options.

I want to be out of fight or flight so I can get back to being in touch with my body.

I’m usually an emotional pillar for my friends and I’m a fucking mess and can’t support the people I want to right now. I can barely help my community. I can barely keep up with my own racing thoughts. And I know that if I’m feeling like this, the people near me are too.

Been in fight or flight for days with barely any sleep. Barely any food. Barely any motivation outside of spite. And hardly anything positive. Can’t write well, can’t think well, can barely move, sore all over, can’t get in touch with my emotions, it’s just…frustrating.

Feels weird venting here but the last 10 days sucked. Had a job offer rescinded because I wanted to wait to hear back from another job before making a decision, Alex Pretti happening a few blocks from friends we were gonna hang out with, and then got rejected from the second job I was waiting on.

That's one nice pool tummy!

Any day. You don’t even have to cook for me. (Though I’ve seen the food you make so maybe I should stay hungry 🤤 )

Love a zoom shirt that lets the belly hang out! More fun to rub that way 😉

Seriously one of the sexiest set of thighs and ass on the internet.

😍😍😍😍😍

I hope all you gorgeous people have an amazing day!

Also not having a ton of hair anymore feels so nice 😭

Its been great to follow and see ya still doing great! Keep focusing on what's best for you and you'll never lose! Stay amazing, stay beautiful, and know everyone is always happy when ya take the time to slut it up on here 😉

This pic shows off your face more than most of yours and I gotta say it’s as cute as the rest of you. Now on my knees you say? Happily. Would love to shove my face in that sexy fatpad and suck you dry 😉

That or the food consumption is so high that there’s no more concept of full. The limit isn’t capacity anymore it’s the energy to acquire food now.

Jump for joy all the way to the bed so I can jump in for snuggles 🥰

What a way to start the week! All that cake 🤤 So happy to see this on my feed, missed seein' that sexy body😍😍😍

An Imploring of World Powers Stop us please.

I wrote an open letter to the world. I’m hoping people here can help me share it with the world.

Please if you don’t read it, send it to your politically interested friends.

Thank you all for meeting this moment.

open.substack.com/pub/ryanwalk...

What a way to start the year! Hope its your hottest yet! Looking forward to future #fatcockfridays!

Such a good picture of you too! Look so relaxed!

Such a cute tummy!!!

Absolutely and 100% his fault. I understand 😜

4 adorable pictures of you! Hope you have a happy new year Dylan!!

Glad to see you happy! Hoping the new year brings lots of peace and joy to your life!!!

Omg! Incredible!

Now be honest. How much of this was done to you. And how much did you do to yourself? Cause at the rate you’re going you might outgrow the hubby soon and it’s important in relationships to appropriately blame your partner for turning you into a heathenous glutton. Or enabling it.

Lookin incredible!