september > my best/closest friend dies
december > my college friend dies
january > my dad gets a stroke and is paralysed
february > a childhood friend dies
what is the point of doing anything?
september > my best/closest friend dies
december > my college friend dies
january > my dad gets a stroke and is paralysed
february > a childhood friend dies
what is the point of doing anything?
please get the reference please get the reference please get the reference please get the reference please get the reference please get the reference please get the reference please get the reference
[S] Knives: STRIFE!!!!!!!!
does bsky not allow videos anymore what
Seems a new foe has appeared..
#splatoon3
to cope with grief i reignited my love for cars and got into wangan and initial d. i visited the cafe that had an ae86 in it ๐
[Some old doodles]
Yuugo.โ
banoffi and kurogu lobcorp agents when
real
i havent slept in 20 hours and i got a interview in 2 hours if i dont land this i will actually cry
despite it all heres something i used all my energy on before collapsing in bed again
ak is the control team captain
forests virtue is justice and ak is prudence
ever since i fell into grief, i feel like i cant draw anymore. i just cant be bothered to get up ๐ข
i should really go see a therapist but thats too expensive. i dont know how ill be able to handle it by myself
ELITE BALL KNOWLEDGE ON 3 AND 4TH IMAGE ๐๐๐๐๐๐
Kurogu and Banoffi holding their drinks. Kurogu is holding a box of apple juice and Banoffi a glass of milkshake.
Banoffi and Adauchi taking a selfie. They've known each others for a while since Inkopolis days.
All Saints Street AU of my OCs, Banoffi and Kurogu. Banoffi is an angel and Kurogu is a demon.
All Saints Street AU of my OCs (part 2), Nadia and Adauchi. Nadia is a yokai and Adauchi is a vampire.
i love my ocs so much #splatoon #splatoonoc
not what i normally post but hii #splatoon #splatoonoc
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
happy new year to you too!!! ๐๐
happy new year! this year is rough i pray to fucking god 2026 spares me ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
happy new year!!! ๐๐๐๐
its his birthday tomorrow and im starting a new year without him. im not really sure what im going to do now
>everything is so hard lately
im lying actually by lately i mean past 5 years. 6. i dont know
im 20 years old and my best friend is dead. my body is weak and ive lost the will to go on.
either way, ill try to find my way back. everything is so hard lately but i use AKForest to cope with everything. i dont think i was supposed to go through all this but we dont choose the life were born into
how do you cope with loss? i feel like everything has already been taken from me. i dont even have that much to begin with. it feels so cruel. i thought that maybe i could recover and continue living normally, but...
have you guys ever flew back to the country you grew up in and then immediately tried to k!ll urself
i shouldnt be working on oc stuff with a rapidly deteriorating mental state but the idea of making AK into a borderline sociopath sounds funny as hell right now....
just so u guys know. im a massive t1 fanboy i would do ANYTHING for faker this team is my mental the only reason why i popped off last year with akforest is cuz t1 SOMEHOW beat geng in finals of fucking WORLDS ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐
im malding. i dont know how they threw against that draft. what the FUCK. im so fucking malding im actually so mad. HOOOWWW
fucking shoot me
WHAT THE FUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKK
OH MY GOD OH MY GID ITS HAPPENING ITS HAPPENING