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I have spent my entire childhood and adult life learning history, math, science, art, and coding so that I could be the best, most capable person I can be in the pursuit of my dream of creating something of worth.

And these guys go on TV and get taken seriously while I am unemployed. I'm angry.

A fun thing I've been doing is starting with a bright canvas, then use the albedo color of a subject as its shadow, and the background as the light, using a paintbrush or similar to just draw shadows is fast and has storybook kinda look

If you have ever given a fuck what anyone thinks of you, you can safely stop now.
The VAST majority of people are stuck at a 12-year-old's mentality.

Have fun with your harmless things and allow bullies to drown in the silence of their emptied-out lives.

They only hate you because you are free.

if u like animations like this and wanna support me making more like it, maybe consider dropping a tip :3

absolutely not necessary but I appreciate the extra support!

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Assembly is fun because you cant even use variables like in a high level language. Memory is just memory and it stays there unable to do anything unless you put that value into a CPU register, the small boxes of numbers that are allowed to do math to eachother.

Got it all set up. I am now
a s s e m b l i n g

yyeeeSSSS

Google just wrote an email for me without me asking.
What next, you send it for me too?
Man what the hell...

Been years since I've had like, a whole week of JUST gaming.

God I miss it

Finally.
After 13 hours I have thoroughly studied 1(one) chapter of my assembly materials until I 100% understood. Tomorrow morning I do the two labs and quiz. Probably will take way less time...

I like learning this, it is interesting, but god damn dude fuuuuuuuck unmedicated ADHD

Who else remembers having to go to "I found out about gay people" therapy when you were 5. dark times

I certainly did NOT the first time around. With a full set of classes. Literally the worst time of my life.

I actually have a guy helping me with my indie game who has been showing me his experiments with NES assembly for putting together fullscreen art pieces and simple games.

I'll try setting up another meeting, but my hopes are on the floor when it comes to this kind of thing. I've applied to so many of these types of things and they just never work...

And yeah im moving that stream to tomorrow there is just no way. I HAVE to do the raffles, but I can't tonight.

Also dont have that in texas lol lmao

My income isn't even high enough to be taxed.

Also deeply discounted won't work because all the money I make from commissions is completely eaten by expenses every month. I have nothing at all to work with. I deserve twelve medals for putting up with this crap.

It is a low-tier community college which I still couldn't afford the one/two classes a semester I've taken so far, and had to borrow money because FAFSA did not go through.
Then when I asked about ADHD accomodation or medication in person, I didn't get a helpful answer and there's been no followup.

For x86 processors, although we are skipping the 64bit parts. Using MASM or whatever its called in Visual Studio, also I'm extremely unfamilar with normie IDEs so I am so damn lost in VS

i love texas where prescription medication is a distant fantasy

I appreciate C++ so much more now, I did not know how easy I had it. I did not know what they were doing for us.

a police officer wearing a yellow vest and tie is screaming with his mouth open . ALT: a police officer wearing a yellow vest and tie is screaming with his mouth open .

Not even 15% through my assembly homework after working on it for 8 hours since I woke up. Genuinely gonna crash out I hate ADHD so fucking much. I haven't even started the actual homework yet I'm just READING the material and trying to hold it all in my head which, holy FUCK have you seen assembly?

goin' thru it, still sick

I imagine something like, you can earn new pieces to build with as you go, and you set your side up in a special editor, then you bring it online, where a random person(s) from each team has their prefabs slapped together to construct the map each match. Like shooty mario maker.

Yeah I just gotta keep grinding. I believe in the project 100%. I set out to make a game, that if I saw it on the steam store having NOT made it, I would buy it instantly.
Its got some unique features already, but not really filled out yet.

And here I am fruitlessly making an indie game in the hopes that it might make me some spare snack money... which it doesn't even do that yet.

Bungie is gonna have to try real hard to tempt me into a pvp loot extraction shooter. Especially after the Destiny Experience.

What is up with these new anti-fun shooters.

I want TF2 but you build your own forts. Been begging for it for years and no one even tries. I wanna build a fort and shoot.