does taking meds with protein shakes = "with food"? body wants food, throat swallowing says no. i'll feel ickysick either way, but i guess at least i can say 'well i'm still taking my meds' when my body gives out. 🤷🏻♀️ yay weight loss amirite? near fighting weight; have been off mat 1.5 years lol
front of woman, black hair from neck down, sage dress over slate shirt; necklace layer of malachite on black velvet choker, stainless steel key on silver chain, waning crescent moon on SS chain
i usually prefer wearing only 2 necklaces at a time (also only 2 bracelets & no rings except wedding band) but this gifted malachite wrap blew my mind & came at the perfect time 🤩 i will likely just wear it on ✨️occasions✨️ when i need it 😊 #witchsky #pagansky
this moved me to read; that sounds silly but o my stars, did it come from the very core of me. ahh, i want to cry again, haha. thanks so much for commenting. ✨️🫂
yeeeeah so i've been in such a high state of anxiety/panic/brain popping bc of a hearing coming up, i thought the bloodmoon was 6am est tomorrow. so that fucking sucks. rly needed to sink feet into frigid ground & sit beneath. i wanted to make bloodmoon water. i am dumb. stupid. #witchsky #pagansky
sand colored hekate statue, obsidian, lapis, moonstone, quartz around the base; small shell with garlic bits & lavender centered at her feet. backdrop of black with white design
i thought we were going to lose our dog yesterday morning. i cried to her, 'please no, not yet, not this crossroad yet' & then, 'o my fucking stars thank you...' so while i know this is small, it's gratitude & reverence. dark moon = a more apt offering. 😮💨😔🌚 #witchsky #pagansky #hekate
top view of wooden table, black altar cloth, set up for ritual with small quarter markers, cleansing tools, goddess, god
close up of use what you've got hecate goddesd statue, mini frog we decided is a god of swamp marshes. cauldron in center with candles and cord waiting, shell holding octo-cut quartz
close up of cauldron, black and white birthday candles, thin black ribbon.
cord cutting for my oldest friend & 1st person i explored wicca with; she's ready to file for divorce. flamework was so on point; the cord burned 1st on her candle (white) yet BROKE APART off HIS candle. our faces were lit up & flushed upon closing. #witchsky #pagansky #mishmashwitchcraft
me to coven, re: not even a little bit ready to start waking from hibernating:
so the goddess is all, 'winter still gonna winter, so go on & keep wintering, but imma hook u up with some sunlight, blessed imbolc you burnt out bitch!'
#witchsky #pagansky
kermit the frog, the muppet show, making the offput scrunchy mouth, sick of your shit face. white mug, yellow flower on desk
new profile pic: :F
50s vibe, child's bday party being enjoyed; outside window is nuclear blast & man & child's backs to POV, watching. s1 ep1, fallout.
new profile header; alakazam & goodbye
i enjoyed finishing Stranger Things, but i NEVER want to hear 'running up that hill,' ever, for at least 5 years 🫠🫠🫠
my love & fist bump to everyone whose ND blend isn't cute or fun for others or quirky. also those with RSD. it is 827% unfun, processing icky situations is stupid hard.
guess everyone else's 'actions due to neurodivergence' is fine, but mine = "mentyB & med changes," so.. ok then. mental breakdowns & meltdowns are not the same. so, now have zero social circles IRL. i always forget i'm supposed to let shit slide vs calling it out, & so now idk how to Act. :/
cello on table on black towel, bridge marked, strings loose
cello bottom on table, black towel, cut post-its, tailpiece position marked
omg poor cello, all strings undone, bridge & tailpiece off
completed cello repairs, laying on black towel on table, xmas tree snippet in back corner, bits & trash cleared, gray folded towel on table
reddit said not to change out a tailpiece without a luthier, but no one tells me what to do 😤 no wolf tones, no rattling, the whole ordeal (certainly a bit stressful) took less than an hour.
"i've been reading a lot of books this year, i know about busking!" - @nihilight.bsky.social
cello on its side on floor (red blue mats) black haired bow leaning against c curve
meet clara, clara is waiting on new strings & new tailpiece; birthday month (march) my goal is geared pegs & a new case. unlearning violin muscle memory & relearning bass clef is annoying
eyes closed for lack of purpose,
or lack of light,
or fear that i'll lose it
i hope eventually they do :)
life has been lifing. i'm learning to play cello.
not having a job is miserable, not finding one my brain & body can handle for more than a month is also. yay, verily; hey hey.
omfg my husband did a zelle $$ send to me on FRIDAY. zelle now shows the xfer happened but it isn't in my account yet, i guess i'm paying my PT copay tmrw with air
YES, thank you!!!
ivy!!! & we have 82737 miles of it from our neighbor's house, lol!
vintage ceramic christmas tree with multicolor lights on shelf with small frames. purple semi transluscent, plastic witch hat atop tree
xmas / yule decor starts early in this house :) i plan to gather fallen pine tree bits & (artificial) holly for my altar. what other yule related things could i add? #witchsky #pagansky
sidewalk corner, fall foliage in grass, ginger dog in gray & red baseball shirt reading, 'mama's sweetheart' walking on leash
mina's 7th cold season with us, now at age 10, which means a new tee! come december she'll get a new hoodie 🥰
it's wild to be mad at someone bc they are tired of being alive in their 'new normal,' like... insane. thanks for making my whole point ig
ginger dog, white/gray face, tongue blep! laying on gray & white blanket, brown couch by person's legs. soft sleepy face
how mina feels about losing an hour #dogsky #dogsofsky
i don't know how much longer i can coast for
this week's grocery shop i'm going to grab pastas, soups. maybe mac & cheese (with cheese packets vs milk/butter) ... what other (affordable--i am unemployed) groceries can i get to have on hand for anyone needing food help in november?
i also had a gummy an hour ago to settle 😅 they make me purple-prosey sometimes.
sorry for the woowoo, i'm just still kinda reeling bc i truly FELT things in this weekends rituals vs feeling like i am... idk. playing along & waiting to feel. this weekend & these people, something finally clicked into place.
