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wasnt gonna post that outside of tumblr but i need to unlearn my enormous sense of shame already......... theyll make out a whole bunch after 👍

more ringing evil phone yuri from last month cause im sick in the head

but then again just before that he said he'd never seen the appeal of watching artists' streams until he met me via art streams i used to do + we started hanging out and he thinks its rly fun now so that was rly nice :] however he will not be forgiven just yet. he will be boiled

was watching a mangaka i liked livestream her fanart and i commented on her drawing speed to my friend and this guy really said he was glad i couldnt draw that fast cause instead of working less id just end up drawing more if i did. hes right but come on you didnt have to point that out 😔

my weird bugs that i love

im never rly one to focus on or mind too much re: engagement numbers but its much appreciated regardless ! ^^

oh geez something doing better on bsky than any of the other platforms im on is kind of a first skfjgjksjff i keep forgetting to post here

really loved cosmic princess kaguya!! ran to draw as soon as i finished the movie

New music video by Shingo Yamashita for "Cosmic Princess Kaguya!".
Full MV (4K) >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=356M...

"as long as it makes you smile that's enough for me" during another one of their drawing sessions oh okay then. guess ill lie down in the forest forever

ill be half in half out of ansuta for the past year and then find out mdyz had another cute interaction or something for like two lines and die immediately each time. its dire

redraw

#enstars #enstarsbsky #あんスタ #あんスタFA #chiakana #千奏

[Shared are 🙏💖]
January batch commission has opened! 😊
I have half body drawing, chibi, and sketch page illustration with limited slots.

Info and order : vgen.co/nindianda

#commissions #artcommission #VGen

Thank you 😊🙏✨

i dont wanna do college work i wanna draw..... tired of drawing for assignments i want to draw girls kissing......

being manic over fictional characters shouldnt be a thing like tf do you mean that the thought of getting to draw them later is actually kinda motivating me more than anything else to get my actual work done this is foul

cleaning up my files

youd think that getting into enstars wouldve made me somewhat better at drawing dudes but after spending an hour trying to doodle One leona twst for my little sister that is apparently not the case

last year's arcadian doodle

#あんスタ #enstars #adosou #アド颯
last one for 2025…

MIKA DAY ☆
happy birthday mika kagehira!! thank you for another year of happiness. I love you a lot <3

#影片みか誕生祭2025 #あんスタFA #enstars

おねだりカウンター✒️
5月のみどゆづ本に入りきらなかったやつ

however i did spare him and most of my other friends that arent on tumblr and stuff from most of what i draw these days and and he smh-ed me !!! what the hell!!! our dms consist 80% of me rambling abt yuri manga to you im not subjecting you to my idol guys

just found out last night my best friend of approaching six years actually does like my art. which tbh shouldnt be a surprise its not like i thought he disliked it or anything but hes not the type to say much than oh that looks nice so hearing it outright is rly nice too. i love my friend

like yeah as an artist i Can draw of it as much as i want if we are being real. and maybe i already do. but sometimes its Not Enough

i wanna commission more friends and people from now on but also the possibility of them going yeah. you would want that wont you is utterly terrifying and embarrassing for me

being in a qpr is kinda awesome i can be someones lameass boyfriend without being either a boy or their boyfriend or datibg at all . 👍

technically already the 2nd for me but happy new year also 👍 i will be aiming to be so much more cringe and shameless this year inshallah

my partner is rly cute.... weh...........

first drawings of the new year and of course it cant be anything else