emotional fluff

oh dear. triggered me is not fun

i would like to be a very feminine gayboi today pls

would you drop me some cool names in relation to the ocean, or so pls? or some cool genderneutral goth names?

and who would you be if you could be unapologethical yourself?

like, i'm as much a woman as a banana is. i'm not a man either. also i don't like the word nonbinary for myself. i feel genderfluid is nice. like an ocean.

gender of the day: complicated

two pairs to be precise. because one needs to have studs and the other one glitter

i think it's the time to be fully and unapologethical me, so i started out with grilling one of our craftsmen for voting for the nazis and continued with buying myself my dream goth boots

i'm knitting on a shawl right now and perhaps this could be my favourite new stimmy thing when it's done 😍

sent her a message stating directly that i'm not able to talk on the phone at the moment but still congratulated her. proud of myself.

perhaps tomorrow could be such a day

just realized my aunts birthday was two weeks ago and i don't have the mental capacity to call her. feels shitty but i need to respect my own boundaries

dealing with people is the most exhausting part of my life right now.

i feel like i need a hermit day or better week, where nobody talks to me, i don't need to make a single decision at all and i have my favourite food around.

please leave me alone with your whataboutism. make nazis afraid again

if acab's not your vibe you aren't radicalized enough

it's hard how much noise affects me. give me my noise cancelling headphones and let me rot in my gremlin cave pls

get yourself friends who feel safe enough with you to text you two hours before meeting with "i love you but i don't feel like company today" and so you both can spent some peaceful alone time

why is the brightness of my phone so loud?!

being alone is so fucking blissful to me

looking at my selfies and thinking "gosh i'm so damn beautiful" is new but very exciting to me. seems like i'm in my selflove era.

it's good to have an outlet for venting, all tho my english version of myself is a lot meaner

the things you learn on tiktok, am i right?!

did you know that the phrase "spilling the tea" came from drag culture? no? you're welcome

*wiggles eyebrows*

yes, i will give you a clue in a second!

looking at the ableismn my employer shitted into the internet it just feels like a matter of time before i'm not usefull anymore / will become a target myself

being employed feels like looking for the smallest least fucked up boat while being surrounded by yachts while simultaneously wanting to be an orca

how about stickin a carrot into it and call it a day? 😂

capitalism is a death cult