Maria Jonina 🌃✨ VGen Comm Sale!!!

a man is sitting on an inflatable unicorn in a body of water Alt: a man is sitting on an inflatable unicorn in a body of water

Melatonin also doesn't work so this has been just me for these couple of months, if not a bit worse

Honestly sucks when your body won't relieve off of the constant cortisol stuff that's happening, pressure and all that

cuz I don't think I've had a good proper sleep without the need of any substances this sucks assssss

Remember when people used to be all “hard times creates great art” because no actually it’s just this.

I just don't see myself as a content creator. There's so much pressure around me as is job-wise, that if I add that and streamer on top of it

I'm gonna lose it

So until I can get a job to financially support me, I think I'll put a pause on those, but I'll still draw ofc, just a lot more me-paced;;

UPDATE: I have an interview at 7/11 (cuz why tf not at this point, the application was so quick with it LMFAO) and did some adulting by calling a studio about job application reasons (followed by making an email that they provided)

I feel too grown up (says the one thats turning 29 soon)

#vent; I really want to get out of my living situation, but my bank account has been limited for god knows how long, and my queue lineup for comms is starting to get shorter and shorter

Idk how long I can physically keep up with this ;;; I just need a job that can support me plssss ;;;

📣 SOS 📣

If there's anyone out there that can connect me into possibly getting hired (art related or not, I'm not really picky at this point), or perhaps a comm inquiry, that would be greatly appreciated ;;; 😭

like wym that there's finally SMART LINEART

THATS WHAT IVE BEEN CRAVING

I've never gotten the newest version of CSP so fast gjskgshkgjhs

just lil guys

on-together is so good guys

cuz imagine like being 🍃 while playing in bed with no thoughts whatsoever, just pokeman

ugh that sounds so good

Amatsu's planning on getting it for the both of us and I'm like AAAAAAAAAAAA I want it neow!!!!!! AAAAAA

God I want Pokopia so bad

For some clarification: even though my page says "WAITLISTED", you can STILL send in an application to work with me, it'll just take a bit for me to get to some new ones!

On my end, I can literally just swap the status anyways, so OPEN/WAITLISTED doesn't really mean much other than time convenience

That and "OPEN" basically means I can start ASAP, which isn't the case at the moment!

You're still able to send in an application! It's basically just saying that the artist is busy with some comms and you can still get in line to get picked :D (got like 4 comms left before I swap it back to OPEN fully)

Got some more #VGenComms !!!

With the queue becoming smaller bit by bit, here's your daily reminder that I'm VERY much open to comms over on VGen!

L to R: Misfit_Legatus (they also have a banner for their discord server), anonymous and CurryCoatl

Oh my gah!!! Happy birthday Vic!!!!!

Just a reminder that I still have a 30% SALE over on my VGen for any of my services!!! My credit card and bank account is starting to look very scary hahaaa 💀

Here's some new comms that I finished recently as samples! 🙏

L to R: IdealGothGF, @wizardaeolus.bsky.social and gothicmess!

But I know damn well that I'm gonna knock tf out once it gets late (or after I work on comms as per the usual, either or)

I ain't taking naps for SHIT this time, I'm gonna fix my schedule!!!! (hopefully!!!)

Tried to do some sleep aid via melatonin gummies after being sober for a good bit

I did not sleep at all :^D

It was not the one

Maaaaaan

God please let this be the one 😭

WE GOT A FOLLOW UP INTERVIEW ON WEDNESDAY!!!!

Now that I think about it, the reason why he's bug-eyed like that in the 2nd photo was that I was holding his bone so that he could look somewhat at the camera

Wasn't expecting him to look like that shiiiii, like bruh 😭🤣

"Cmon boy--one more photo I swear--" looking ahh 🤣

6th birthday!!!! 🎂🎈

Brother's fiance gave Ollie a treat bone that I had to throw away not too long after cuz it got sharp with how over-eager he is as pictured lol

AAAA thank you!!!! 💕 I'm not yet hired but I may check in on Monday just in case. The only reason why I'm more positive about this, is that they were impressed that I had plant knowledge already and had helped people before with theirs. Cross fingers!!! 🤞

It's for a plant nursery that my family and I constantly go to for plant things, and I really like the place, so the fact that they were offering positions at the fair I was like AAAAAAA