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a heart is a heavy burden. โœŽ frey. ๐Ÿ”ž

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It's the first time in a while we've all trained together, is it not? So let's savor it a bit!

But worry not, even though my class has changed, my abilities are still up to par. That I made sure of.

11.03.2026 17:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

[ caught off guard, is scooped. much like the football, ]

Ahโ€”! Maรฎtre, is this type of transportation truly necessary?! I-I can get around just fine on my own...!

11.03.2026 17:44 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Goodnessโ€”?! What's going on?!

11.03.2026 17:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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/ realizing the consequences of my actions. What do I do with all of these

28.02.2026 23:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

/ lamenting the fact i can't use any of my ruler sprites anymore because she's a lancer now..... clenching my fist. I have to frickin make them again

28.02.2026 23:20 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

[ she looks over to respond, small smile tugging at her lips. ]

< I suppose. But he's so eager, you can't help but want to play along, right? >

28.02.2026 23:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ah. Right, of course.

28.02.2026 04:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The way I am?

Unhappy...

[ a pause. ]

I don't... believe so? It isn't as if I had no choice.

[ that's what she continues to tell herself, anyways. ]

24.02.2026 01:45 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

[ she blinks, a bit slow to process the information presented to her. she looks down at the box in her hands, and back up at her master.

slowly, a pink hue begins to bloom on her face. ]

ah... ? ah...

M-Maรฎtre...! I-I really cannot accept this! I-I appreciate your feelings, but I...!

24.02.2026 01:42 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

/ just kidding i remembered wrong

24.02.2026 01:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

/ please hold

24.02.2026 01:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

/ *looking out window* I forgot to update my stupid muse list

24.02.2026 01:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...? A gift, Maรฎtre?

What ever for?

[ she gently takes the box, cradling it as she carefully studies it. ]

It isn't my birthday... nor is it Christmas.

A-Am I forgetting something important...?!

17.02.2026 01:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

[ she winces as the other grabs at her face. ]

I suppose I haven't been minding my expression since I've returned..!

Ah, it's probably troublesome, isn't it? I don't wish to bring the mood down.

17.02.2026 01:23 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

( I suppose this isn't really a holiday I'm able to celebrate... still, it'd feel strange not to do *something*.

... what would I have done, under normal circumstances... ? )

15.02.2026 00:51 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

[ staring blankly at the valentines decorations strewn across the cafeteria. ]

15.02.2026 00:49 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

... dรฉsolรฉ. That was a stupid question.

15.02.2026 00:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Mm. I see... that's wonderful. It's wonderful that you're able to have such a favorable relationship with her.

[ she opens her mouth to ask something, but she closes it with a frown, stopping herself. ]

I trust things haven't gotten too out of hand? Ah, though... you're quite capable.

15.02.2026 00:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ahโ€” please, do not trouble yourself over it. I...

...

It's alright. Things happen for a reason, no?

15.02.2026 00:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

[ she's been practicing her smile in a mirror for the last hour. ]

11.02.2026 19:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I've never really tried, to be honest.

11.02.2026 19:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Maรฎtre.

[ she sighs. ]

I hesitate to have you shoulder the burdens I've placed upon myself. But since you're so persistent, I'll abide by your wishes.

... I was alone. Nobody came back for me, so I was alone. Even when I prayed, I could not help but feel... abandoned. Dรฉsolรฉ.

11.02.2026 05:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

I... suppose there's only one way to find out, no?

11.02.2026 05:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I suppose it's presumptuous of me to assume you'd already know. I pray to the Holy Father.

What sort of relationship do you have with your patron? If you don't mind me prying a bit.

11.02.2026 05:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Mmh. I'd rather not place the burden on others, as it were. After all, this... all of this was my own doing.

I've no right to complain, either.

11.02.2026 00:29 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

/ I don't have drafts on my app yet..... how will my #good #posts marinate now

10.02.2026 22:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Very true. It keeps us on our toes, I suppose.

10.02.2026 22:24 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

/ I'm sure it's definitely still more eventful on Twitter but I can't take any more brain damage being on there lol I do kind of miss having a fast tl sometimes... but I get distracted SO easily this is better for me anyways

10.02.2026 19:24 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ah! A screen, yes? A game on a screen...

....

Though it feels like such a vague concept. How can be doing anything alone in a dark room be considered fun? To move your body and feel the sun... why would you forsake such a blessing?

10.02.2026 19:23 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Hmm...? What was I...

...nothing particularly important. I was just taking note of what to pray for tonight.

10.02.2026 19:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0