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i had a lot more to say about this topic but my brain is unfortunately so fried as is

tl;dr i just can't stand cancel culture, mob mentality, and ALSO holding people's pasts over their heads for the rest of their lives. i am seeing it so MUCH lately

i feel like this little corner is generally more understanding of this because a lot of us get accused of being animal abusers over pixels All The Time. so we Know what this is like. it is so infuriating to see. speaking from experience it absolutely destroys people's mental health

obviously there is some nuance ... like if the person is a close friend, it makes sense you're more inclined to trust them and don't feel like you *need* proof to believe them. but mainly i'm talking about strangers here. people can AND WILL intentionally mislead people or lie altogether

i think that people are way too comfortable with accepting life-ruining accusations from strangers as true especially with no proof in this day and age. and esp with how people are misusing and watering down a lot of serious terms in order to make things seem worse than they actually are

and of coursseee ty for ur patience in this time </3 i will try to get some personal art/doodles done to keep myself in the flow and have things to post but ... posts will be sporadic for now. love u all thank u for the support while i ride this ruff patch through

SRRY i did not forget ,, i did manage to get a replacement (i srsly owe my bf my life) but things have been quite Hard for me lately and i don't have the motivation to trust myself with commissions right now T__T i don't know when i will open comms next but they will still be discounted when i do

U CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damage

OMG congrats!!! here's to a happy journey for the both of you <3

sonas with t stache or t beard have my entire heart always

my ipad IS a little over five years old now so i suppose the day was gonna come eventually ... i've just never really had issues with it until now aside from it not having a ton of storage, but that's mostly because procreate took up nearly all of its GB. LOL

commissions on hold now since my ipad decided to give up on me... o__e it will not turn on no matter what i do

i'll update when i get it fixed (or replaced) </3 i'll also hold off on changing my prices until a few days after comms open again just for fairness. TY FOR UR PATIENCE!

the price raise will be by about +$5 or so, adjusted for current fees and whatnot

ALSO, new commission types have been added preemptively and will be available in the future once i have more practice with them and a better idea for how i will be pricing them <3

thank you!

'' IT'S ALIVE! ''

!!! LAST CALL for commissions at current price!

i will be raising my base prices on 7 FEBRUARY !!! until then, commissions will be offered at their current price :] if you've wanted to commission me, now's ur chance!

all relevant info can be found on my neocities

owed !! 🌈 #furryart

SAME ... actually i thought of making one myself but the process of fabric + the sheer amount of colors this dog has ... LOL maybe someday

lord forgive me i want another sona

thank you !!! :'3

miaow ..

will try to draw and post again soon </3 just felt really unmotivated lately + new college semester started recently

im just rambling at this point but, idk, i needed to get it out somewhere. and maybe explain my absence a bit

-to get harassed and stalked and targeted in this community so i'm sure at least someone can relate but i still feel so alone all the time. this corner of the internet means so much to me for so many reasons, it's more to me than "gross porn" as silly and weird as it sounds

-where i am stuck not knowing what i want. i don't want this to follow me forever and get in the way of future opportunities elsewhere. it should never have even been linked to other areas of my life but now that it is, i can't really reverse it. i know that it's unfortunately VERY common for us-

-that reuploaded my stuff without me realizing. i deleted all of my nsfw artwork at the time for the exact reason that i was afraid of harassment, and it happened anyway. i don't want to lose what i have and don't want to lose the community that made me feel seen and less isolated, i'm in a limbo-

-want to delete all of my accounts again so that i can be left alone. even if i stop drawing nsfw, i still have those "disgusting" labels stamped to my forehead by other people. i wasn't even posting nsfw at the time that post went up and everything that was archived was from third party sites-

-all the time. i went to great lengths to not associate my nsfw with my accounts elsewhere and now i can't have peace on those other platforms because of that post. is it even worth it to move accounts? they'll just find me again and i'll be paranoid until they do. in the back of my mind i just-

anyway with that explained, i haven't been posting here much in the past few weeks because i still feel "haunted" by it and it's so discouraging. it feels like it's going to follow me no matter what i do or where i go. it's something that shouldn't even matter, yet i have to look behind my shoulder-

-a long time to have trust in my own friends because i was so scared they secretly hated me and were going to hurt me too.

all of this happening over me drawing sparkledog penis. which is so insane to me. like the concept of that would be hilarious if it wasn't something that actually happened