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i feel guilty getting angry at them now honestly like really shitty idk what to do with these emotions of mine

post processing is a whole 'nother beast

wtf am i supposed to do with these emotions

idk im just so dumbfounded sometimes. sometimes this family of mine brings me pain but so is happiness. sigh

😭😭😭🥹

like he'd complain to me about how i'd eat junkfood all the time but now he's,,, giving me one? im happy but at the same time im thinking what prompted him to do this

my emotions are... so mixed

WHY'S HE GIVING ME JUNK FOOD OUT OF NOWHERE EVEN THOUGH HE'D CALL ME OUT ON IT WHENEVER I'D BUY THEM?????

IS MY DAD TRYING TO CHEER ME UP??????

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oh i need to draw...

i dislike getting angry sometimes, it's so emotionally consuming. i start to feel really shitty after that

AWFHHGHFDGHGH SHIZUEE THAT MAKES ME REALLY REALLY HAPPY 😭🫶

But I was more so referring to the time long before meeting u..... ;;>.>)

agh im unable to draw. it's one of those days where im struggling with my artstyle again like my brain is telling me to improve it first before doing anything else

dunno how ppl ended up becoming friends w me when i was just so... insufferable

i cant even tell if ive changed at all

looking through some old text messages and i was so atrociously cringe i want to grab my past self's neck with both hands

寒そうなコサギ

I kind of bumped my PC on the table while trying to carry it and my hard drive just killed itself. It was not a good time

Anyways I've cleaned my PC and I feel somewhat relieved

Cleaning my PC is so scary cuz I feel like I might accidentally break a component and I don't want that to happen again

thank you 😊

yeah youre so right, it's always the beginning that makes it really difficult ::^^)

just pouring out all my incomprehensible emotions into one drawing

feeling insane today donmai but i wanna feel like im ascending to a higher dimension when i make some of my drawings. not reached that point but itd be awesome

eyes swollen from cryin it's so ass

i had an idea this morning but i ended up not going through with it

ideas are not coming through rn. she's so incredibly cute my perfectionist ass intervened

whats even hesitating me....she's so damn cute.....