I feel like I have a tendency to get like this when many things come my way and I haaaate it but I also feel the Social Media Effect™️ lately that just because ppl be busy or also suffering that it has me also feel bad lol
maybe i just got PMMD but lately I’ve been a bubbling concoction of imposter syndrome and also just think my art or ambitions have just been shitte lately
Bimbo Stoicism has saved my life
Kinda Fucked Up that in our lifetimes we've gone from "never share personal info on the internet" to "hand over your identity to the most incompetent corporations imaginable".
get a discord [or alternative lmao] of your friends and share art, go do more tangible art things, get your hands dirty, learn about banned art, explore sexuality, idk do something better than pointing fucking fingers at each other bc thats exactly what this regime fucking wants.
idk man I just walked into this after getting off work, I think we can be a little more cohesive with our judgements but also be understanding where people are coming from w/ initial intentions. But all of that is pointless if we don't just fucking work together
I guess there's art drama on the TL where someone accused someone else of Al and I cannot stress this enough that this is exactly what they want us to do
This is so infuriating bc people bitch about priv accounts being used for gossip and shit talking no bitch i want PEACE AND QUIET!!!!!!!
Oh this post got NABBED by the art stealing bots dude
my patrons [who are awesome and amazing]: are you gonna animate anything again mike-
me playing with my dolls: hehehehehrrhhe kiss
finally cleared a good chunk of debt so I am hoping to squirrel up some money and commission some good folks some Eva x Ravio art because I need someone else to watch them otherwise I will just draw them every single day
It’s not as bad as mine LOL
everybody clap for me I did my business taxes on time
joey ygo "yous non biney? dat's cool"
My favorite coworker and also the one who had gotten me this position is officially transferring out of our office so I now have to contemplate my entire current career status of course
I’ve wanted a piercing somewhere in the lip region for years now I just couldn’t settle on which so I think this one may take cake
NEVERMIND PIERCING RETAINERS EXIST CHAT THIS MAY BECOME REAL
If i got that my family would disown me for sure and I’m too much of a family guy (peter griffin laugh) to consider it then
But then again with two half sleeves and 25 piercings I think oooone more wouldn’t hurt the waters-
Dangerous thought has been planted in my head
considering a vertical labret piercing
me: holy shit did I just finish two pieces in a week?
also me: one of them was a WIP you started 5 months ago
me again: oh yeah-
a plus of being an artist w/ ADHD is being able to pull from a trove of unfinished sketches & WIPS that I can complete in around half the time lol
godspeed to both of us to hopefully greener pastures to our art ambitions :')
I know I'm only 27 but I can only say that for so much longer lmao
I have so much planned by the time I'm 30 and I'm still hoping to meet but with how on and off my art consistencies were this year it has me only a tad concerned
I hope 2026 is the year I break out of my animation burnout, both for employment purposes personal ambitions
I feel like I've refined my illustration style for sure but I miss animating, and no matter how much I reassure myself that this happens a lot with animators I can't help but feel failed lol
Today at my dayjob a guy who claims to be a 1st amendment chud went all “unfortunately you all are going to lose your jobs to Al”
Brother at least I have a job what’s your excuse
@tamagotchimilf hung out with my boyfriend's mom for too long. was like damn i love this bitchhhhhhhh we're like LITERALLY the same person.. then i was like ohhhhhhhhhhhh
swarnpert: "can you take my white ass to funkytown" jame7t: "nope. torture city again." swarnpert: "come on"
2025 was the year I feel like I finally broke out of my mental ruts from years past and I feel like I can interact and make friends again!!!!! which is why I am hopeful for 2026 babey!!!!!!!
So close! 25
