lita .ᐟ

correction* im going to abandon this acct and just log out because i want to leave this pinned here because i want to make sure my mooties have a reminder to take care of themselves :(

a black and white drawing of a girl holding a pink heart in her hands ALT: a black and white drawing of a girl holding a pink heart in her hands

hi i've decided i'm going to deactivate this account. i just want to specify that i'm not upset with anybody and i just want everybody to get along and be patient and understanding with each other in the future

i love all of my mooties and please stay safe and take care of yourselves 💗

thank you acey mwah <3

thank you<3

some stuff has just kinda happened regarding systems and as a system i dont feel very comfortable or safe here anymore :(

not really doing very well today for a vast myriad of reasons :(

this is so real there have been so many bdays and holidays this month for me and my stupid brain is like "okay well binge maybe you have a reason to" actually NO i dont??

noo of course not!!!! i love interacting with you and you are helpful <33 i just feel like my existence is doing more harm than good

im sorry for existing

thank you lidia <3 i might not fully deactivate, maybe just log out and abandon the account and then come back if i feel better about it..

yes ❤️❤️❤️ ilysm

thank you violet :( 💗 i'll be sad to lose all my mooties but i dont want to exist on here anymore :((

im literally so upset that im having batteries delivered to me 😭

i'll just come out and say it actually. as a system, i no longer feel safe here and i might just deactivate because unfortunately i cant just undiagnose myself so.. i'll give it until the end of the day then decide what i want to do

just carrying around this stupid plate of pb corncakes wanting to eat it but i think if i do i'll throw up

what if i just extended it to 24h

i feel so scared about doing or saying the wrong thing even more than before

i might leave edsky i dont really feel safe here anymore

im dissociatibf so badlt im me im just me i am not list list list

i just worry that i'll be next

might manage an 18h fast unintentionally lol

i dont think i like it here anymore

i deserved it anyway

i keep having flashbacks and had such a horrible panic attack and i wanted to make my comfort food but i feel to sick to even eat it and i cant stop crying and i think people are mad at me and im scared and i dont know what to do and i want to stop crying

oh no

kermit the frog from the muppet show is holding his hand to his chin . ALT: kermit the frog from the muppet show is holding his hand to his chin .

checking my weight this morning

i just want to make sure that people know this since ive seen stuff on the tl but as a system this is my only account on this side of bsky! other alters have bsky accts but they stay on their own subskies and dont interact w edsky

i feel so awful this morning

!!!! 😊😊🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️ i AM the fairest fae of them all! 🩷🩷🩷

im so nervous to check mt weight tomorrow aaaaa