InYourWallsWithRats:)

"My thighs r ugly" TRADE? PLEASE? GIVE ME YOUR THIGHS? /silly

I know ppl say season 3 is worse though so idk. Gotta finish season 3 before I give my opinions 😌

I feel like delving deep into the hannibal series will make me feel better (?) Or at least distract me. It kinda made me wanna cut before in that scene where the guy was cutting his own face off but like I don't have anything to cut with ON ME rn so it should be fine?? I love that show <3

I'm getting a deaths head hawkmoth necklace I wonder if this will cure my urges

People view me as younger and lesser and not equals and this becomes an issue for me on a regular basis.

People view me as so immature it's insane I feel like I'm constantly grasping at straws in an attempt to prove my own competence

I don't even like when people get sympathetic about it, it actually pisses me off like. I'm doing this TO MYSELF so why are you tryna comfort me.

Maybe I'm just eager for the attention I get when people worry about me

The urge to cut has returned

Woagh you're transgender so cool

I'm not judgy

Oh my lord I'm such a bitch 💀

My mum just assumes that if I'm vaguely acknowledging her and haven't got my headphones in she can just go on and on about a random ass thing and SURE but it means I can't fucking focus on ANYTHING ELSE like PLEASE shut up Sometimes

And it's just hypocritical of me cause I YAP but STILL PLEASE

Not sure I actually have a great association with sexual behaviour I think having my first sexual experiences online with old men kinda threw it off

I've had times where it's been fun with people but I'm not usually HAPPY after I do something sexual I'm usually dissapointed or stressed

YES IT IS PPL NEED TO SEE THIS

I support many things

Feeling like your only supporter icl

I'm an icon.

It's funny I have more people I'm following than followers

I HOPE ITS REAL FOR YOU TOO

I've reached a realisation and it's that I'm gonna stop vocalising my premature thoughts 🧘‍♀️

Was picking my scabs earlier and just thinking like "what why would I wanna cut anyway that'd be weird"

Gng I don't feel like cutting myself?? I'm fine??? What????

I CAN'T TELL OH MY GOD maybe I'm just blind? But 🙏

Just know never to fall into purity bullshit like "you're ruined" or something. You aren't. Every step back isn't a reset to the beginning, it's just that, one step back. You can step forward again.

And to please keep trying your best and keep going. Because you *can* do this.

You can be something when you grow up. Trust. And yeah no I get it, posting NSFW online can cause stress on so many levels. You can live for so much if you set your mind to it. This isn't a "just set your mind to it" statement though, to be clear. I'm just saying I believe in you.

Do any of us?

When I'm quiet people think I'm smart but when I let the thoughts out people see me for the dumbass I am 💀

I wanna do more cut art <3