🧷KayRee🧷

taking hiatus from here for a while

idk if or when ill be back

i need to stop drinking energy drinks im pretty sure its causing my mood to fall off a cliff

this album is so fucking good
95/100 for me genuinely

i can surround myself with friends and still feel lonely :(

ugh

thinking about the dreams i had last night

doesnt happen often i have any dreams
let alone 2

Fawkes Sewin Sew

feeling inconclusive still

RIGHT???
ive had this happen a couple times and every time it was like

👁️👄👁️
this is the most diaper feeling diaper ever

ok but now i have the issue of not having any cool ppl to be around that are cool w this

starting to think i was happier when i tried to fully accept myself for this instead of hiding myself from ppl who dont understand

brutal realization

escapism

fav song from album?

so its like

they restocked
but

idk
i got this far why not see how far i can go?

can always fall back toit eventually?
idk

i oughta stop beating myself up over something that doesnt affect anyone else

i feel like ive been conditioned by society to hate myself for this

ohwell
nobody needa know

hello diaper community

she satis on my factory until i ficsit

wish i lived in the mountains

i need to stop thinking about it and making myself sick

Pooltoy poolday! + photoey version
#babyfur

PURPLE!

well

epic fail on the moving in with someone thing

idk what to do now

all this talk about graphene makes me want to ditch my junk fruit phone that has a camera that “doesnt work”

this one is very shape!

loud and clear Lyla!

big girl!
big underwear!
totally not even bigger underwear underneath 🤭

sorry :(

fucked me up so bad i literally dont trust anybody other than myself and i find it extremely difficult to talk to new people because of it
i cant tell anyone anything about myself

i havent felt anything in over 5 years

i literally cant bring myself to delete that drawing

love fucking sucks

she drew my fursona in a husky peek hat and
:,(

i fumbled the bag so hard
thats something ill never get back
every things so different now

i miss her so god damn much
the fact that she indulged me in my interests and diapers and everything

i miss it so much :(
so much

i didnt know what i had until it was gone

please come back
you wont
and youre not the same person anymore

but please :(
id do so much to have that feeling back again

yearn

I WISH

im about a 16 hour drive away but my time in Vancouver was awesome when i was there last year

i miss the climate and the mountains 🥲

need to find a way to keep diapers in my life im gna cry when i move out :,(