unidentified fucking antithing

400 hours of total playtime in pathologic 1+2. No wonder I became so chronically ill

he's in my computer and my mind. Hamlet who went to university

holy shit he sucks so much. And on top of everything he has to pretend he isn't a videogame character

opening of patho 2 makes me say "god fuck this game is so cool" aloud every time but so far quarantine is more of a shaking holding my knees and rocking kind of feeling. We have to put dankovsky down

thank god dankovsky's life is so hard. For what he's done to me

this game is going to reactivate my hyperthyroidism

Well I took a breather after pathologic 2 but it's been a week so it's time to get completely fucked up on Pathologic 3. Playing Quarantine first though

I try and go on a walk every day to get some sunshine and it takes the rest of the evening and night for me to recover :')

everything that has supposed to work for the last few years of treatment has suddenly started working how it is described to work after I started taking antihistamines every 12 hours. I didn't bother trying this because it seemed like treating symptoms instead of cause. Which it is. But Ok Nice

Picture of a woman dancing, with text "pretty shitty how baseline human activities like singing, dancing and making art for turned into skills instead of being seen as behaviors so now it's like 'the point of doing them is to get good at them' and not 'this is a thing humans do, the way birds sing and bees make hives.'

I'm not immune.

(touching window gently) protect me from Outside

Lost Highway (1997) movie picture collage

Lost Highway (1997) 🎬🖤

Directed by David Lynch

Three panel comic. Panel 1: three witches stand around a cauldron while one of them stirs. Panel 2: one of the witches adds a scoop of pre workout into the pot. Panel 3: the three witches are getting absolutely shredded in the gym.

shout out to the thousands of fees for the mental hospitals for convincing me the supposed bad routine was a personal moral failing of mine

today I got fed up specifically with the big g but it's been accumulating through accents and highlights on every other staple thing too

you can tell because the green part of the blur smudges down a little bit at the bottom, which only takes 8 back-and-forth swipes to verify the other blurry app icons definitely don't have every time. Do not look up from the screen for even a second or you must start over

now based on what I'm seeing (two identical side by side images) that's google maps

nightmare of my entire life

I spent an hour or more beforehand convinced I was the cause of all evil on earth, started uncontrollably shivering and woke fyre up, before it very suddenly alleviated with the barometric shift, so yeah I get why they do that

I love how apps are starting to use blurry icons that are complete messes it's really meshing great with my already deteriorating vision

keeping me up just long enough to get starving and having to get up and deal with it

no joke I am so about receiving pushback from real people right now. Lights up the kind of reward neurons in my brain that I assume is on fire in the brains of teen boys playing team-vs fps. I am just glad they're real and feel mentally alive enough to respond with energy

Most accurate portrait of modern culture currently available

severely understating the period of sleeplessness I experienced

so everyone else woke up at 5am from that pressure front and slept like shit for about an hour right

can you believe I considered dual citizenship with the uk when I was younger. If I'd bothered with that it would have been revoked by now anyway. Sorry this is me boiling over

a large enough part of the medical community in this country currently pretty good about this! Unfortunately they are also not immune to external pressure and targeted misinfo (and they really value info!)

I just fucking hope the people I've known here over my life with hearts and/or brains pull it together in time. Because currently I don't trust that they're even going to try

Cis people need to pay attention to the way they communicate this. They freely admit that after all of their research, they came up with zero evidence that HRT was harmful.

Then they banned it anyway, claiming their inability to find a reason is a reason in of itself.