Mich

You won't regret it, I understand.

me lately

you'll notice the changes, I hope.

Seems like I'm easy to lose, I might as well make it easier for you by keeping distance. I think you've always wanted that.

Hahahha questions

Should I have kept my distance from the beginning?

how does one learn to be independent? without being overwhelmed by absence, pressured to be good, and the stress of being a prisoner to your own thoughts and what you could have been?

The deep feeling of being scared to lose someone because you know you only have yourself by the end of the day whilst dreading the fact that I can never be loved the way I want to be

If my body was the only thing I could offer and not my love, then I wish to kill myself</3

you apologize then hurt me again and again😜

i equally find everyone annoying, no exceptions

can't forget how you called me a s3x sl@v3, I still want to kill myself for it😜

nah it's only valid for me to crash out LMAO I explained it and ended up getting hurt anyways

I don't ask to be understood anymore, I want to be left alone because I know it's what I deserve.

But no, actually, it's not. I realized how much I'm trying to survive the constant reminders.

I thought that maybe the essence of being loved is being taken advantage of:)

Yes, I don't love and value myself—for I'm ready to be disrespected just to be loved.

I tend to look at myself in the mirror and look at it with disgust, not appreciation. I once looked at it that way, but I cannot disregard the thought of it being like that anymore.

I also doubt the idea that I can be loved and accepted despite how stupid I can be.

I doubt that someone would understand me fully

I make controversial artworks as a form of expressing.. I'm cooked.

TW: Sensitive Content!! Includes Self-harming and blood.

This year was rough, I broke down a lot and have reached my limit. Though, I still exist even when all I could do is endure while immensely suffering from who I am as a person. So, I made self-harming as my coping mechanism. -手紙

Drew this a year and 5 months ago, I still love it.

Gothic? たぶんただのグランジ...

Innacurate self portrait
これは正確な自画像ではなかった.