I also want to say that no I don't qualify for any kind of government assistance since I've been self-employed for half a decade now
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I also want to say that no I don't qualify for any kind of government assistance since I've been self-employed for half a decade now
Jesus, Star Wars Celebration was only like 160 for Matt, Ashley, Dee and James ;-;
Sorry about the constant venting y'all. Maybe I should get a diary so I can scream into the void instead of bothering folks with my problems.
2 years of searching. Thousands of housing applications, hundreds of lotteries, two viewings in all that time. And one of those places sucked absolute ass anyway. I'm spent. I'm out of energy. It seems like I'm never going to be allowed to be happy. Like I'm being punished for some past life shit.
The apartment sucks too because I can hear my neighbours fart two rooms over and as soon as it gets over 15c outside it starts heating up. Outside 20c with sun will easily make it 30c indoors even with all my curtains shut. I live in a cave for 7 months a year. I look for a new place every day.
I've done comics. I've written several novels. All has failed. It's over for me. I'm too tired to even keep existing at this point. Nothing is fun anymore. The town I live in sucks. My neighbours have a targeted harassment campain against me the landlord doesn't give two fucks about.
Spent another 6 months searching. Quit that job after 2 months myself because the work gave me suicidal thoughts.
Art? I've tried commissions. Applying at studios around the globe. Conventions. A merch shop. Becoming an indie animator. Tried working for indie studios. I've tried. It. All.
Retail? Tried. More than once. Searched for a job for a year, then found one only to get fired after 3 weeks because I didn't "fit the team" and "couldn't keep up". Spent the next 2 years searching. Found a job, fired after 6 weeks because "I didn't fit the team" and "couldn't keep up". ...
I'm so tired. I need to find a job but everything I've tried has failed. I have been trying to make it as an artist for FOURTEEN YEARS and NSFW has been the ONLY thing keeping me afloat. Even if barely, at ~€1k below minimum wage per month atm :")
I haven't had a regular commission in 2 years...
Ah yes like how Link died from Dirt Smudges on Face Disease in BOTW lolol
Then again, if they'd let *me* write Forces Sonic would've ended up a lot worse of wear with a ruby in his chest sooooo
(Most of the dialogue in Forces Sure Is Dialogue btw :"D)
Capcom, just sign those dang Union contracts and bring your cast back!
Other voice actors, if they try to hold recasts/auditions for any characters in the new game, please DO NOT go for it, this is some underhanded, unfair business going down💙
Also I'd still like Knuckles to describe his definition of "torture"
Because mine is not "happy, well fed, well rested & ready to join the resistance at a momenr's notice" lol
youtu.be/qrs8UozGEDo?...
I'm right, this is what happened, I was half starting to doubt if I just misremembered this mess of a plot lol
Soooo here's me thinking the whole time he was *inside* the Eggnet still... SEGA now we need a Forces sequel bc what the fuck happened between this and Casefiles
someone find me a gif of eggman getting punted by dark gaia
Am I missing something tho?? Like... wasn't his last scene "No... I can still fight!" when Eggman withdrew him?? What's this "he died in battle" shit
Unfortunately some artists have fully bought in to the AI hype... :")
When the bubble bursts they better get shut out from their former network.
"generative" cartoonist, Dom - they're not even hiding it
Might as well just pack up my shit and move back to Tumblr finally
"Where did it lead you? Back to me..."
This website is a shrimp and this guy is boiling water
I'm already angry at those people, but being angry does nothing to help me
My father feels otherwise, he either gives me the silent treatment or tells me it's "not as bad as it could be, other people have it worse, be grateful"
So at this point I don't even have anyone left to talk to about it
I wouldn't call it rest, just lie in bed too anxious and depressed to even do the things I used to enjoy anymore
I'm only still doing that one commission I have had going for the past 3 years because otherwise my cats will suffer
I can't cope anymore. But there's nothing I can do
non-passing trans, I should add - most people in this town stare at me like I'm some kind of freak and it's made me really not want to go outside anymore.
and since all my real life contacts have cut me off since I moved out here, with success I guess
I've been considering just giving up on it for a while now... but... then what
25 y/o, trans, high school diploma, town with no jobs, reliant on public transport, no experience to speak of, autistic, and a shut-in w/ no family or friends. Already tried callcenters years ago
I've got nowhere to go.
I'm just stuck doing work I don't enjoy anymore for less than minimum wage and the threat of losing what little I have is looming over me...
And at the same time I feel guilty because being able to depression rot in bed immediately after finishing my work is a luxury position others would kill for
And you didn't even have to pay for therapy, whadda ya know!
Artist is Angry_ceSar
Fun little comic dub with @vynvox.com
⭐️ GHOST FRIENDS ARG/ANIMATION PAID CASTING CALL (doc for more details!) ⭐️
Looking for a young masc/neutral sounding voice. This will be for a shapeshifter called JOHN DOE. Doc contains all the details on how to audition!! #VoiceActors #castingcall
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
Okay see, this thread from @radrappy.bsky.social is exactly what I mean when I say the old models are dead and new ones will have to be made whether we like it or not.
Anyway we should support Julián (Cartoon Saloon) when it comes out!
Based on the beautiful kids book "Julián is a Mermaid" and shaping up to be very openly queer in presentation and has a queer writer on the team (Juliany Taveras)
Let's support those who aren't afraid of helping tell our stories.
I'm tired, boss
So tired I've gone from borderline Disney Adult to wanting virtually nothing to do with this company in the span of 5 years
Nothing has changed since they backtracked on Chapek's "Don't Say Gay" scandal. That was just Chapek showing us about what this company really is about.
