maddie

Steadfast Spurs fans are being forged in the fire of this shit ass run of form

The bar is on the floor because I clapped for the manager for making the sub quickly

They need to sub him off immediately to spare him.

I jumped through one MILLION hoops to “prove” I have a chronic illness/limitations that require accommodations to the disability access scheme people so I’ll probably be there

To witness history 😻 lmao

Vibes are going to be rancid

Yes I will be in England during that time but I am questioning going to the game lmao

Not a hassleblad!

I went to an analogue film photographer meetup and I got to touch/use a bunch of medium format cameras. I want to invest in a medium format system so getting to use them and feel them was cool but unfortunately the one I liked the most is crazy expensive

In the morning when it’s still dark and I have to take my meds I won’t turn on a light to see which one I’m taking. I just shake the bottle and can tell which is which based on how they sound.

A photo of a woman with long dark hair going down a spiral staircase made of stone

A woman standing inside a tree

A woman in front of a red background

A woman sitting on a bench

I bought Ben a little film camera awhile ago. We just got his first roll developed and he treats the camera like a “take pictures of my wife” machine 😭🥹

Sometimes I feel absolutely furious at the state of the world and then I remember I can just smoke a lil weed about it and I chill out

It’s because for some reason East Asian practices/foods are a trend that I used to get made fun of my whole life for until I got so embarrassed I just completely assimilated

Every time I see a white girl on instagram talking about how she is “basically Asian now” because she eats kimchi and drinks hot drinks on her period I think about being the stinky lunch girl at my school growing up

“YoU wOnT fAcE tEaMs LiKe BoDo GlImPt iN tHe ChAmPiOnS lEaGuE”

A scene of heels with a lighter and ash tray

A cigarette being lit

A photo of legs in heels

I played around in my studio this evening and I am so happy with what we got

My head is fucking hot

1 shot 1 goal

This ref is fucking ass

So glad we sucked the joy out of that Eze goal so quickly

COYS!

COYS!!!

I will never model because I belong behind the camera but you are so sweet 😭😭😭😭

A mirror selfie of me in a black Tottenham Hotspur kit

A mirror selfie of me in a black Tottenham Hotspur kit

Not joking this is the first time I’ve put on spurs merch in months as well

Guy injecting hope

Woke up excited to watch my football club play for the first time in months

He was a whiskey drinker so we offer him whiskey when we can

I will be lighting the candle and offering grandpa Kim some money and liquor

It is impossible for me not to have any expectations/hope for tomorrow

I like the people I like but I am in a no new friends phase right now