vulnus 🔞

reminded today of how much easier it is to punch shit w my knuckles wrapped. barely any pain or bruising left over; movement completely okay

3 workouts in 4 days got a man so tired on friday hes half delirious. like. ive dispelled my crazy energy finally i think but i still wanna kill. augh

man they werent kidding about tequila. i had like 0,5 last night and i debated with an army guy about queers, politics and god before propositioning him and his gf

asked the big q of the week

in other news some of the guys greeted me and i delivered some truly horrific handshakes. pure awkwardness.

coach said 2 more sessions by the mirrors practicing moves n then i can hit the bags n then hell let out onto the floor..... 🥺

mma was. so much cardio. and so much pushups. i got very disoriented and confused for a bit n almost passed out. but then i came back to idk. legs did threaten to give out omw home. walking like a mewborn deer

after a thoroughly exhausting yesterday i managed to sleep very well which means i am full of energy again today and craving the taste of blood

fucked up violent cunts in your area! looking to meet up! looking for you.... looking for you.... you cant hide forever.....

false alarm there r bruises! just very faint!
also mystery bruise on my hip which is def not from the caning but i have no recollection of acquiring

sitting at my office experiencing myoclonic jerks while awake. im gonna start hallucinating my cats again very soon i fear

managed to exhaust myself via going too hard at leg day in the gym yesterday and also not sleeping any good at all bc of the full fucking moon

disappointingly the caning didnt bruise. just red welts 😔

i went beast yesterday (ate half of a whole chicken off the bone and got caned for like an hour) and im still lowk stircrazy today this is. too much

sent an inquiry abt an individual introduction session to a local MMA place........ i wanna fiiight

getting stabbed has gotta hurt but i lowk wanna experience it at least once in my life..............

my dogs offering me to maul him and slap him but hes in fucking america i am going to stab smth OTL

I WANNA CUT INTO YOU AND LICK THE BLOOD. CAN U COME OVER RQ

looking @ them both w wide wet eyes n begging for marks fr

i did pick the scabs of course... lowk hopin... but they dont wanna gimme more scars which is so sad...

i also miss getting mauled by bfs... or anyone rlly... love bitten... love scratched... mmm. some scratches from bf scarred it is so cute 2 me...

brimming w violent energy n bloodlust i need to get or give a beating sb... perhaps a trip to dungeon is in order... could ask bf to bring the spiky paddle... miss getting holes punched into my ass...

ao3 down..... my stories... ah...

another 4 today... 🫡

yayyyyyy 🥰🥰🥰
i have been looking in to these 2 again n... damnn... got a lot going on...

this is my submission to the kruegernikto council. i hope they consider my application

obsessed with this...

#kruegernikto #cod

A drawing of two characters from Call of Duty MW19 sitting side to side. On the left, Nikto wears a green flight suit under his dark protective gear (bulletproof vest, shoulder armour, knee pads, ballistic mask and cloth mask leaving only his blue eyes uncovered). His arms are crossed over his chest and he's sitting straight. Next to him, Krueger wears his trademark dark green netting veil concealing his head, his green flak jacket, SMERSH gear and sand-coloured, digital camo gorka pants. His slouch is relaxed and he has his head slightly turned towards Nikto and his hand on his partner's thigh.

Significant bother #kruegernikto

it is time