ADHD isn't something quirky or fun. It can be seriously debilitating and has ruined my life in more ways than one. The infantilization of ADHD (and autism for that matter) genuinely infuriates me. It's not all sunshine and rainbows. Stop acting like it is.
#ADHD #neurodivergent
In case you're wondering what having ADHD is actually like:
Today I practiced guitar for a bit before dinner. After I ate dinner and sat downstairs for a bit I lost all drive to practice. I couldn't get myself to even go upstairs. By the time I actually got upstairs, it was to go to bed.
if I had a nickel for every time we got at least a foot of snow this month I'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice in the same month /ref
NEVER OUT NOW
soundcloud.com/chiisai-prod...
#vocaloid #ใใซใญP #indiemusic
do you wanna see what I've been working on? of course you do here it is ๐ I used Miyamai Moca for the first time in this and I think her voice really fits my music so expect to hear more of her and more of this when (and honestly if) it gets finished!
ILLNESS IS OVER (for the most part, throat's still all messed up but that's expected) ๐๐๐
great news! this cold isn't letting me sleep! AT ALL! what a lovely way to spend my free 3 day weekend! /s
but seriously tho I do have a head cold, that's what I get for not wearing a mask on the bus the day that kid was hacking their lungs up ig ๐ don't pray for me I don't do that sort of thing anymore, just take care of yourselves and use me as an example of what not to do /nbr /lh
evidently I have something called a "head cold". embarrassing /ref
my entire body is sore what do I do
in case anyone's wondering about the snow situation: give or take 10 inches of snow followed by a solid 2 inches of ice that could support the weight of THE DAMN SNOWBLOWER. words cannot describe my bewilderment.
fueled by rage and spite, I create
STREAM WHAT I'M MADE OF: soundcloud.com/chiisai-prod...
HEY GUYS I'M BACK
STREAM THE FAULT LIES WITH YOU ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ on.soundcloud.com/vfWh1vlNaPQI...
#ใใซใญP #vocaloid
A fortune from a fortune cookie that reads "A creative breakthrough is coming close."
uh yeah I sure hope it is
to the granola people saying "bUt ChIiSaI yOu NeEd To Be PrOfEsSiOnAl!!!1!1!":
any people/businesses who support that loaf of talking beans are not the kind of folks I want to work with
a cartoon style character with yellow hair doing a silly little dance
forgot to post this yesterday (I was at band) so uh. a bit late but DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD
probably gonna be MIA for a while, have to prioritize getting ready for marching band and school and competition season over Vocaloid P things, sorry :(
why do I keep wanting books with all my soul only to find the library doesn't have them and in order to read them I have to do a capitalism
no Demian, no The Stranger, no Dream of the Red Chamber, no The Wings, no Hell Screen, no Orlando Furioso, what do they have tbh
y'all.
it's been A DAY.
AND IT DOESN'T HURT TO LAUGH ANYMORE.
IT'S STARTING. /pos
help I worked too hard at Fixer training (the gym) on Sunday and now it hurts to laugh and it's very easy to make me laugh so I'm just in a lot of pain
please make it stop
yeah /gen
no work, only bnuuy
thought this was LLSIF for a minute and now I'm sad again
does anyone wanna hear me go on a rant about Roblox gamedev
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๏ธ - yeah sure
โ๏ธ - no wtf
๐ธ - stop putting off guitar
Wandersong my beloved ๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท
A man throws his desktop computer into the dumpster.
"$4 gift card!"
ok cool how do I claim it?
"well if you sign up for an annual plan-"
SOMEBODY NEEDS TO MAKE A WEIRD AL STYLE VOCAMASH AND CALL IT POLKALOID
bonus points if you use a Weird Al cursed UTAU voicebank
โจ๏ธs c h m o lโจ๏ธ
I wish everyone who has bad reactions to fireworks for whatever reason a very pleasant evening ๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท
