@vitoriafaria27
(she/her) - Dorky succubus way too much into tabletop gaming - Does other stuff in life but rarely talks about it - Trans, sapphic and polyam - Proud dickgirl - Autistic linktr.ee/VitoriaFaria
Como eu respondia quando me perguntavam porque eu uso meu nome verdadeiro no kink:
"Eu que escolhi"
Como vou responder a partir de agora:
"Assim como Erreth-Akbe, que carregou o anel de Morred até as terras de Kargad, simplesmente saber o meu nome verdadeiro não é o suficiente"
É tipo o RGM-79N GM Custom do mundo dos RPGs
Remarkable for being totally unremarkable
Eu digo isso da maneira mais elogiosa possível
Eu me culpava achando que era eu que não tava sabendo socializar
Mas não, simplesmente não vale a pena me sujeitar, o que aconteceu esse sábado provou isso com força
Eu to me sentindo praticamente expulsa da comunidade kink de BH pois a galera na casa dos 20 é simplesmente politicamente burra demais pra lidar com uma travesti na casa dos 30
É chato ver isso forte mesmo entre a galera mais queer
O que eu tava achando que era paranoia, teoria da conspiração minha ou a tendência autista de ser meio megalomaníaca tá cada dia vem se mostrando como apenas verdade
I hate feeling that I exposed my friends to that situation and didn't cut it off immediately
I'm still bummed about what happened Saturday
I can't help but feel I showed weakness and allowed that piece shit to get away with that crap for far too long, giving her the benefit of the doubt just because she was trans was a bad choice, won't make that mistake again
So do I, Leo, that's the fucking point, read the room
Tried talking to her, she just doubled down, hard
Why did I even bother
Yeah, I apologize to all verminous vampires that might read that
Seems like the former, but honestly, who knows, not sure if I should give the benefit of the doubt and ask
Literalmente só tem uma pessoa cis na mesa e ela também ficou completamente enojada
Era pra ser campanha mas talvez siga com uma pessoa a menos
Eu to discutindo com o resto da mesa o tamanho e o conteúdo do apavoro que eu vou dar nessa pessoa, pois na hora a gente só ficou meio sem reação
It's like inviting a vampire home, but not the sexy type, the verminous and rotten type
I met her in a kink pub while she was dressed as nun, holy fucking fuck girl, you should have known better
She is 24, she is not a kid anymore
What the fuck did just happen
She had no reluctance showing that garbage barely prompted, why
In one hand, I finally managed to run Dolmenwood in Beyond the Wall, just the way I have been planning for months
In the other hand, I accidentally invited a transfem with a harry potter tattoo into my house
I have no idea who that is and I rather keep it like that
Eu tenho uma opinião tão profundamente venenosa sobre essa postagem que eu não compartilho, não por medo de ofender e ser cancelada, mas por pena mesmo
Yeah, still happens from time to time, I'm just glad it isn't as prevalent as back in the day
You cannot have a meaningful Dungeon Meshi campaign if strict rations records are not kept.
The level of seemingly malicious misinformation was off the charts, I don't blame my old self for showing that as a gut response
(kinda funny to refer to my, already transitioned, self from 5 years ago as my "old self", crazy to get old, heh)
The Pf2e community kinda bred the "Pf2e advocate" figure in response, I myself would sorta act like that for years
Just stop and think about how fucking bonkers someone ever becoming an advocate for a table top RPG is, what kind of fucked up context would ask for that to exist
There were a whole collection of communities who had a whole collective fictional idea of a game that didn't exist so they could hate it
The level of specificity of the bullshit was itself funny and fascinating
People complaining about touch AC when the game ostensively didn't have it
About multiple stacking modifiers when the game ostensively didn't have it
About vertical progression feats, yeah
Like some nerd ingroups sometimes just decide that is cool to be incurious and anti-intelectual about a particular thing by vibes alone, but they can't ever admit that
And Pf2e was that for some 3 or 4 separate TTRPG tribes for different reasons
Remembering the time before the OGL scandal in which 90% of social media online discourse regarding Pf2e was by people who never played it, or even read it
It was infinitely annoying, but I confess I still have a morbid curiosity about as a social phenomena and why it ever happened at all
I'm still bitter about how about a year ago Gurbintroll released the 4th edition of Dark Dungeons, for free, as a labor of love, like those old times in which open content was seen as important, and absolutely nobody from those crowds gave a shit, since it is not that marketable
That's the good shit