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Madi; fighting myself to stay alive ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

@madi-faith

my urge to create became fiercer than my urge to self-destruct โ™ก poetry | creative writing โ€“> https://www.instagram.com/fighting.myself.to.stay.alive sarcasm | synonyms | semi-colons anorexia recovery | eating disorder awareness | surviving out of spite

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#7syllablesentence #bow

12.03.2026 17:09 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you may need an umbrella!

#7syllablesentence #rain

12.03.2026 14:58 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a mad hatter from alice in wonderland is pouring tea into a cup ALT: a mad hatter from alice in wonderland is pouring tea into a cup

a Madhatter's tea party!

#7syllablesentence #invite

12.03.2026 14:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

eye of the hurricane - where

chaos reigns; safe for a few

moments - but quickly becomes

incredibly dangerous.

#7syllablesentence

12.03.2026 14:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i did think that his opposition to animals on bank notes was likely rooted in his enjoyment at watching foxes be torn apart by dogs.

tbh, i love the idea of British wildlife on bank notes - hedgehog, fox, squirrel, badger etc - though it would be far better if they replaced the King's image!

12.03.2026 14:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...as if they thought of rain.

12.03.2026 12:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

; ๐“ธ๐“ฑ, ๐“ท๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ผ๐”€๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“ผ๐“พ๐“ถ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“ฌ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ญ... ๐–นญ

#7syllablesentence #naive

12.03.2026 01:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

logically, returning to the environment/situation that broke you is not the answer - very easy to dismiss people as not being in their "right mind" simply because they are mentally ill, when we are actually thinking far more rationally than those who think they know what's best. ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป

12.03.2026 00:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ah, but the mentally ill have far more insight into mental illness than the people who ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ they know how to fix us & apply their "knowledge" as though we aren't all individuals. we also have experience into what helps and doesn't help in regards to our own healing. โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

12.03.2026 00:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"beavers on bank notes" is the dictionary definition of the word "woke"?

big if true!

11.03.2026 21:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

such awe in their innocence.

#7syllablesentence #naive

11.03.2026 21:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

; just know that whatever the numbers documented as my death certificate as the official date and time of death are meaningless. i died years ago. but you mistook a pulse as a sign of life - thus you failed to notice.

11.03.2026 20:49 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
The Kooks - Naive
The Kooks - Naive YouTube video by TheKooksVEVO

; naรฏve of me to think i

could listen to this song and

not get it stuck in my head...

#7syllablesentence #naive

youtu.be/jkaMiaRLgvY?...

11.03.2026 20:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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yes, yes we do! ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป

11.03.2026 20:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it's gonna be okay. i promise. ๐Ÿ–ค

11.03.2026 19:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

fine line between naivety

and ignorance; humanity

overwhelmingly falls in

the latter category.

#7syllablesentence #naive

11.03.2026 19:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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; far-right snowflake has a public meltdown about "woke" beavers. ๐Ÿ™„

11.03.2026 19:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...but what if we never start?

may have to hit rock bottom

to prompt us to take action.

#7syllablesentence #action

11.03.2026 17:03 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

grief; a unwanted burden;

a crushing weight on your chest.

forced to bear the heaviness

of love with nowhere to go.

#7syllablesentence #invite #grief #loss

11.03.2026 17:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

we are all born innocent.

#7syllablesentence

11.03.2026 16:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...perhaps he stole your invite? ๐Ÿค”

#7syllablesentence #invite

11.03.2026 13:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...and i invite you to mine.

#7syllablesentence #invite

11.03.2026 02:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

; anorexia turned up

uninvited; crashed into

my life with no warning; an

unwanted guest; unwelcome

trespasser - and no matter

how much i plead, years later

she still refuses to leave.

#7syllablesentence #invite #micropoetry #writing #anorexia #eatingdisorder

11.03.2026 01:44 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i invite you to destroy.

#7syllablesentence #invite

10.03.2026 23:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...healing is not linear -

it is process; one that

you may never feel ready

to begin. to wait until

you do may mean you spend your

whole life unhealed and hurting.

#7syllablesentence

10.03.2026 23:42 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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; eerie glow of a
full moon // opal juxtaposed
boldly with black sky.

twisted tree branches;
silhouette frame surrounds a
midnight masterpiece.

#dailyhaikuprompt #fullmoon #moon #haiku #senryu #micropoetry #poetry #writing #writingcommunity #nature #photography #naturephotography #moonphotography

10.03.2026 22:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 9 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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; full moon admires her
reflection; a calm ocean
mirrors her beauty.

#dailyhaikuprompt #fullmoon #moon #haiku #senryu #micropoetry #poetry #poetrysky #poetrycommunity #writing #writingcommunity #nature #sky #photography #naturephotography #moonphotography

10.03.2026 20:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 55 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

an invite lost in the post.

#7syllablesentence #invite

10.03.2026 19:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Tillie:" i think Anthony uses really long clever words to say really stupid things" ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป

#Handcuffed

10.03.2026 18:12 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Anthony: "i know about homelessness, i've been camping!"

"i went to public school - it's tough, it's VERY tough. this food is luxurious compared to what we had to eat!"

- the millionaire who, last episode, was slating a homeless guy for his appearance - "anyone can get a hair cut!" ๐Ÿ™„

#Handcuffed

10.03.2026 18:09 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1