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its gotten significantly worse since then icl😭 i just went to the hospital actually

ive been so suicidal the past couple weeks and its not getting any better. my apartment flooded and i got written up at work this past week too :). it just keeps getting better and better!

it was only to one person but still

i got outed as trans at work

been trying to take the DES thing anytime i feel switchy and its actually been helping a lot to figure out who has more amnesia n stuff

- catch - using plural pronouns sometimes now and - getting used to it, but it still freaks - out.

omg loads of clothes in the washer/dryer too? 🥹 - could kiss whoever did this cus we’ve been feeling really bad and depressed lately

someone made fajitas and did our dishes😭🙌

so sick of dealing with my dissociation issues. i just want to be normal lol

ouuuuu

loml sabrina

someone should just do it already

wantto text him so bad , - know its a bad idea

rlly want more mutuals

just gonna start putting a “-“ in place of pronouns when - feel like it, for the foreseeable future

really just want time to research psychiatrists and stuff. but - always working! yayy

does this make sense

liked us on a diff dating app. wanna match with him so i can cuss him out. skin feels like its on fire bc of the urge to message him and make awful decisions. fucking livid. had the worst manic episode ever (/srs) because of him and got put on new meds bc of it. so angry rn. wanna punch a wall.

it just doesnt feel right to use anything sometimes

sometimes dont feel like using any pronouns at all, like just want it to be a void where the pronouns would be

love my kitty

get like flashbacks sometimes, but theyre unwanted and bad. very rare a good memory pops up. its always bad ones that come back. but then i forget about them again like nothing happened

sometimes i rlly feel like im faking stuff n then i remember that its not normal to have 0 childhood/teen memories or have voices in ur head sometimes

been feeling gross and icky lately. dissociation has been really bad.

brain feels gross

i hate work

so icky

just getting high and sleeping all day, need a break after yesterday

totally not having a panic attack