I don’t have to be around people who have secretly hated me for years and have tried to ruin things in my life or tried to make me feel less than. No way.
09.03.2026 17:29
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I don’t have to be around people who have secretly hated me for years and have tried to ruin things in my life or tried to make me feel less than. No way.
This time last year I was in counselling because of a some psychological warfare against me and it’s still left scars on my psyche
So I think I’ve realised I have OCD
Feeling foxy 🦊🎶
#furry #furryart #furrycommission #anthro #foxfurry #chaiteakittenart
In near future we hope to maybe have our own lil 👶 so it’s fucking vital that I can still be an artist and stay at home
Over 200k impressions on my account and over 10k likes collectively on pieces I’ve posted to Twitter in the past week and I got all of one commission from there
Well this is certainly awkward that just when I decided I *do* want children, world war 3 kicks into gear.
I lost a shit load of patrons when I was away on my trip and I haven’t been able to get them back.
Really sad because I delivered all the bases but because they were earlier people probably thought the Patreon was dead. That or tax season. Idk. But it’s a big hit for me.
I wanna take 2 coloured sketches for testing out my new tablet!
These are fun & loose so they’re good to do before jumping into full commissions before I’ve gotten used to it!
€150 each. Please dm or comment if you want one! Please allow up to 2 weeks for completion
#furrycommission #furrysfw
I love having to leave seeing my friends prematurely because I started having the most earth shattering cramps that I had to go home and be bed ridden for the rest of the day
I’m in two minds about going to Seoul in May. I’m so satisfied after my Japan trip that I don’t feel like I have to do anymore travelling, and I’m concerned I’ll be disappointed. Also I think I’m actually really nervous for solo travelling there. Might cancel? Can’t get a refund though :(
Don’t be friends with someone who’s in a different stage of their life if you’re only going to secretly hate them for it.
Kinda weird telling someone about a horrible health thing you have and they go “thank god I don’t have that.”
Yess! 💕
I have no clue how to even make friends in these circles and I get imposter syndrome sooo
Sometimes I feel like a major outsider in the furry artist sphere. I don’t have any furry artist friends, it’s just me and some mutuals I exchange a like and a comment here and there. Sux.
The jet lag has turned me into an early morning person. Sleeping by 9, up at 6am. Not sure if I like that 🫠
My regular pattern is asleep by 1am, out of bed at 10am.
Valentines Bella 🌹♥️🦨
#furry #furryart #furrysfw #furrycommission #chaiteakittenart
Genuinely believe now that removing yourself entirely from everything you’ve ever known, being alone and free to find and learn to love yourself is the best gift you could ever give yourself.
living in and out of depression, putting others before myself, believing the lies people told me about myself, I’ve shown myself all the love I should have all those years, and proven I’m more capable than I’ve ever known.
The way I feel so extremely content and at peace with myself & everything in my life after it is crazy. I feel strong now, I feel confident. I had time to think big things, learn patience, problem solve by myself, satisfy my own wants, overcome anxiety. After spending my whole life doubting myself-
Oh man, the way that trip was everything my soul needed and answered so many questions about life, helped me work out so many things in my own head. It unraveled everything and neatly placed everything out in front of me. I didn’t know a solo trip was everything I needed. I’m still on a high
Constantly advocating for not using AI on my personal socials for all of the reasons from destroying the planet to harming creatives then watching the people I know who see my advocating make those hideous AI caricatures anyway.
I just know my photos from the hour long kimono photo shoot I done in Kyoto are gonna come out better than my photos I got from my wedding because even in that hour the photographer paid far more attention to detail and asked me what I wanted than my wedding photographer. 🫠
Any change in trends is worrying but I’ll be okay.
It just doesn’t seem like I’m reaching new people here either. Fuck fuck fuck
That’s the slowest commission opening I’ve ever had. I’m still open.
Very worrying not also having twitter to post to. I don’t want to have to go back. ;n;
I feel so whole, so fulfilled, so accomplished. *I* want my life, and that’s all that matters.
Someone told me awhile back that they wouldn’t want my life.
That filled me with an unbelievable amount of spite to have the best life I can have out of my own hard work. Yeah, I think I’m there.
Putting me down only fuels me.