Pigeon 🍁

I thought a god complex was a gun for longer than id like to admit

Yeah thats facts night pisses are a real struggle and if im woken up before its time rage will ensue

PICK UP DAY PERHAPS I WILL FINALLY FIND SOME SENSE OF PEACE

And we've circled right back to meat

Refering to genitals as your meat and spuds is the kind of whimsy i bring to a relationship

I actually feel so sick

Me this morning: ah yeh moss imma right, better take good care of that meat suit ✨

Me now: pure undiluted fury ✨

Exactly and they're saying like its a flex and i just don't understand it it's super weird

I just feel like I have so much anger that i feel i should be able to go kaiju mode and just burn it all down but instead all that happens is i sit here and seethe

At least frog exist so there's that

I keep seeing a trend of people being like 'i wouldn't kill for my kid' 'i wouldn't go to prison for my kid' good for you I'd rip a mans throat out like a rabid dog before i let him lay a hand on my kid

Sorry for rage posting but im home alone so it's either this or scream into the void

Im just fucking done i feel so helpless like im literally watching the world burn and the people who can do something about it are pouring gasoline on the flames and laughing right at me

I remember badly cutting my arm at 11 trying to shave my arm hair because the concept of remaining hairless had already wormed it's way into my brain

Im honestly violent

A whole generation being groomed at once

Rage doesn't even come close

The fact that my whole childhood was influenced by nonces is destroying me

All the things targeted at teen girls
the magazines with grown shirless men on them (which band member is your perfect date?), brands selling lacy underwear, perfumes with names like Desire and Passion

Im sick to the core

Thats so cool i love terrariums so much

Some times the vibes take over and i start moving around like a freaky little moss creature because i forget people can see me

Ive been going around the village collecting moss and bringing it back to my moss shelf

My dreams feel so intense and real and all the characters and settings repeat constantly it feels like my brain has made its own world and every day i wake up feeling 0 rested

✨meat✨

Be nice to your meat even if its faulty its not its fault and its your job to love it

Everybody is assigned a bunch of meat on birth you're only job is took look after it as if it is the most important thing in your life

And as a fun little bonus you can decorate it and stuff 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Also pretending my body is a giant baby that its my job to take care of has similar positive effects

Especially when i need to regulate or self soothe

Pretending im an alien inhabiting a human body which i think of as my pet has really put an interesting vibe on menial self care tasks

It the only thing that actually gets out of bed lol

At first i thought it was a red ring around the moon and i was like o shit
Then i started to see the other colours

I am truly blessed 🙂‍↕️

I JUST SAW A FUCKIN NIGHT RAINBOW

I just went to load my bong with my antidepressants instead of eating them