"In the dark are you my light?
I love you...but out of spite?
Of course to hurt myself no thats not right
Ill put up a fight
I know whats right
Tonight is the night
I say goodnight
To the endless fight
I do not spite
I reunite
With myself
I am my own light
Goodbye old self hello Northern sight"
My heart yearns for you to see
You were never who you claim to be
I hope you see what you did
Go to your new family instead
Fairy of the year
Let's be clear
You saw nothing not even near
What I had to endure!
Let's just be FUCKING CLEAR
I hated life and wished I was not here
If you're cold, I'll be your weighted blanket
-me, flirting
If you leave people will say they understand why. Probably praise you.
" I would have left the situation"
- multiple coworkers.
yes I struggle I have tears on my face but I have a heart that will always look for the best in you. I will always try and do better. I am always trying to improve.
I wanted to make a little tribute to the original drawings of the Addams family by Charles Addams to celebrate the spooky season 🦇 #TheAddamsFamily
Feeling the feeling I swore I would never allow to come back. I did not ask for this pain or choose it. It was caused by trauma. How is my pain used against me to cause more pain. When can I breathe...I cant take this.
This pain my dear so so unreal my gosh I wish I could not feel.
My nightmares are sounding pretty chill right now
I was nearly killed one October. I was proven no was not an answer one october. I can live through this added to the list this october. I hate being a survivor when you dont wanna survive anymore. I will but still......
I love you with all my heart. I try my hardest. I did not choose to beentally ill. I feel the sharp pain but non of the pleasure.
My love language a weapon used against me.
I can see now! But not cleaer through my glasses. Clearer through my mind. I dont know what's worse mania or the clear aftermath.
So what is everyone going to wear??????
Stairs
Self harm urges are so SHIT. 🫠
"I don't wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna be the reason why every time you want out that door, I die a little more inside"
12 AM, and the scissors come out
This time! No blood just shed
It's time for a change
Goodbye hair!
New look , New me
Dont you see clearly
It's clear to me
Wait, what do you see ???
Tell me so I can be me!
Please tell me, please!
Who am I ???
Who do you see???
THE MASTERMIND CALLED BPD
The Old Mill, Vincent van Gogh 1888
The Old Mill, Vincent van Gogh 1888
You think im evil.
Im broken inside.
You think I want to hurt you.
I just had another flash back.
You think I want to suffer.
I crave to do better each and every day.
You think im not trying.
I work hard not to disappear into another world.
I love you, and im trying
Im trying to try...
Pond Eddy, New York,August 2025
yellow sunflower
💛🌻💛
"I die on the inside each and every time the tears come, and so does the noise. I want silence and peace, but all I get is chaos and pain in the pit of my stomach. I yearn for touch and love. I wonder if im used just the way they use a dove. Fly birds fly."
Soon, to turn the page into a new Era . Looking back, my young self would be shocked, but my teenage self would be confused. The path is unique but intriguing. I am entering this Era with different people and a different view. Learning is a beautiful thing!
Pink text “MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN FERMENTATION MAYBE I KNEADED TOO MUCH” Pink background Jar of yeast babies with pink screw top and dough kneading a smaller piece of dough both have smiley faces
loafing you was bread 🍞❤️🔥
🏆| “The Life of a Showgirl” is already the #1 best selling vinyl in the US this year, with only 1 variant and just 3 days of pre-sale.
I can't wait to see what today brings! 🎀🫶❤️🔥
Missy the green eyed bobtail cat taking a walk through the house.
I got cat class and I got cat style 🎶🎵
i was broken
once... art
healed me
beyond
love
