So the feeling real is not by itself a very good indication of whether something is actually real or not

Things that aren't real can feel real. And things that are real can feel not real

Things feeling real or not does not necessarily have much bearing on things being actually real or not.

Catching in a space between the worlds. Learning and assessing the magnetics and the complicated interchanges.

Throwing the more energy and impetus at the wall to break the walls and make open into new better working reconfigurations to think and be in..

Relatedly. How to better find our ways out of this and to making better pathways bringing in new knowing to incorporate in on the fly and build better models and pathways?.

The already known takes less energy to run than a new thing. Making setting in encoding a new thing. Making the pathways to run it and for it to run in. So much social change stuff runs face first into this.

A blank space feeling daunting. Stuck staring in the lights of all the possibilities for directions of begin. And none of them catching into selecting the direction for the first step to go in.

Begin. Grasping in rootholds to place from thoughts outwards spinning. Conjuring in a centre to communicate fromwith.

This a different thing from the patterns of observed facts come together and conclusions made therefrom. And the needing to sort out which is which and which is being applied in any given situation.

Truth as story as meaning assembling into pattern. And then the reflection of this. And then the resonance between (the meaning-pattern and the reflection). The resonance of the the pattern and reflection looking at itself. And becoming a thing.