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I've been quite badly depressed for a bit so drawing has grinded to a halt, but I am still creating. I find drawing is the most taxing form of creation for me.

I can say happily at least im my absence of posting art, I have been working on things. My album is coming along great, as well as a smaller EP being made on the side, it all sounds kickass as fuck and I can't wait to force people to listen to my grody ass industrial music.

Catboy thursday on a wednesday thats technically thursday because its 3AM
#meowdas #raymond #mewtwo #blinx #fortnite #animalcrossing #pokemon #blinxthetimesweeper

The leather piece on his chest really distinguishes him

just dropped a can of whoopass on the floor. it's fucking everywhere. it's under the fridge

Look at my awesome fursona that i dont want to hate

Bluesky really loves recommending me babyfur content a lot. I don't have any fucking clue why, I do not interact with babyfur or diaper content at all.

Neighborhood Nights #oilpainting #art

Every time I see her I become happier

I am very well aware this movie has badly received, but I genuinely do not give a fuck, I loved it. "THE CGI IS DATED" ok the fuck do we do about that? Go back in time and go "yeah this cutting edge technology you have sucks btw". Sorry, James And The Argonauts, your stop motion looks dated.

Watched lawnmower man this morning. It really was as good as I expected it to be : very. It appeals to me so much. The CGI was fucking amazing, I loved the abstract depictions of love, the weird ways Jobe could kill, Jobe in general was fantastic. The final scene oh my god it's so chilling.

this is sick as fucking hell god damn

ive had this one sitting unfinished in my files for awhile, so i figured id just post what i have even if it's uncolored, as i can always color it later on and then post that version when it's ready

anyway, im pretty happy with this!!! woofy walk :)

#ART
#DigitalART
#animation

Still continually having bouts of hating my body and self, still feeling unable to feel anything about myself, I am just so disconnected. I don't feel... me any more.
Some of the shit I went through last year has really fucked me up badly and I just want to feel comfort from my own body again.

I think I may just be depressed. I can't bring myself to talk, I think too much when I am tired, and my productivity has grinded to a fucking halt and I am once again doubting the worth of all my creative work. Especially my music. Fearing that as I get further into my album it wont be worth it.

I have not heard very much of them, but the songs of theirs I have heard I have thought were really cool. I really liked Professional Killer.

Id play the fucking hell out of revenant if it was like shenmue.

Ping pong the animation

Or Dragon Ball Z Kai if youre like. Into that.

Ping pong the animation.

Discord makes bad decision:

bro add me on smoofle. im jumping ship to flunx. quinkle is a good alternative. literally add me on pleef.

She causes me great joy

this is just one of his many talents

Im. Having feelings.

a digital drawing of a guy with white skin and hair, who has two antenna resembling an electrical plug. he's wearing a black sweater and black sweat pants. the background is a retro pc mouse.

chip!!!!! it's been awhile since i drew this funky pc mouse fella!

#ART
#DigitalART
#anthro

wow

I don't feel too bad that I am not often compared to my ACTUAL inspirations, because I don't think I know many people who would know of Skinny Puppy or Front Line Assembly or Dead When I Found Her unless I tell them. I also love comparisons in general. More inspiration sources.

When I've shared my music to people, some of the most common comparisons I've gotten are the sonic CD USA soundtrack, The Wrath Of Cortex, and Terraria. I'm always kinda' surprised by Terraria.

I only know this game because of the song by my favourite band Mind In A Box that was a love letter to this game called 8 bits. Makes me extremely happy.

Distortion to me is a sound of passion. Screeching, distorted whispered growls, harsh noise, distortion is a force that elevates even the tiniest of sounds into a position of power, raising up those who are low down. It is a desperation to break through the noise to be heard and taken seriously.