Literally feel like i gained all my weight back in a single day, all 60+ lbs even though i know thats not possible i want to just puke my guts out im mortified
14.03.2026 12:20
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Literally feel like i gained all my weight back in a single day, all 60+ lbs even though i know thats not possible i want to just puke my guts out im mortified
I stg i ate like 4000 cals today kms
Stayed out later to try and kill feelings of a binge but theyre still here
WARM WATER AND TEA SAVE ME
Leg hurts so bad i want to sob but i dont want to lay in bed i cant really walk around and i dont care to play on my laptop or my switch so im just kinda suffering
My snacks came and theyre absolutely fireeeee af im set for food at work for awhile but i lowkey want to eat all the dubai chocolates🫠
So glad I took a walk this morning cause it started pouring as my phone nearly died and now its supposed to stay rainy the rest of the day :( least I got 8k
Despite being upset about my massive food intake last night and this morning it at least paid off FOR ONCE. However after all that, then walking today and going through lists online to write down my favorite things and why... im so pooped at 8pm💔 is this how normal people function
Despite the past 24 hours eating like a damn hog i still got 17k steps yesterday and today AND ive pooped twice today bless
🥰🥰 Thats amazing im so happy for you!!
Drinking more hot water is 100% helping my bowels
Good luck!! I got my tattoo appointment today and had to eat a lot for pain tolerance but we roll🥲🤞🏻
Got another almost 18k steps yesterday but since i really want this tattoo done today I've been eating like a hog since last night. If this doesnt help my pain tolerance go back up im going to have so much regret
$50 on overtime omg i would too🥲 My highest OT hourly was $35
Yup same same :((( Loose skin keeps fucking w me so bad and my boobs are nasty
There were more factors such as being extremely unwell and really thinking i could get away with literal binging cause i finally moved out but omg
Only fatspo ever needed are my old photos... jesus CHRIST my biggest regret is ever allowing myself to binge so much i was almost 200lbs and really blame it on "adult puberty" and reading too much FA bullshit online saying my behaviors were fine
Trying to not let night thoughts get to me after having a good day but fuck
cynical affirmation is the front of book and the back says it's outrageous that i have to take care of my flesh prison. i don't even like it.
I LOVE SPRING
Sometimes i really wish i could post more irl pics but i do nottttt want people finding my identity through this acc🥲
Now guess whos ordering either dominos or pizza hut monday night cause i lowkey need the cals tuesday for pain tolerance
Been so good about my cals and steps since its been warmer, wow imagine that winter was the problem
Prime bites🤫 i basically got 2 boxes free
Just spent $111 on bulk snacks on tiktok shop but i caught a flash sale and saved $60
Probably but ive never been woken up like that🥲
Ate well over my cal limit. When will i ever learn
Cannot stop thinking about how i woke up to my teeth hitting each other and the awful noise it made and its actually making me want to start sobbing cause the sound and feeling was so so horrible. Teeth are fine i just am so scared itll happen again
