It's over.
This account is a grave stone.
My life wasn't worth saving. It wasn't worth caring about.
But none of that matters. I don't have to worry about any of that anymore. I'm done.
Don't message, no one here will see it. It's way too late for that.
3/3
#suicide
#lastday
I have a hollow-point .45 round in the chamber. I've been sober for about 3 years now, but this is a special occasion.
I'll text my location to 911 with an explanation of what they will find. There's a hospital within walking distance, they'll get here quickly. But I'll have time.
2/3
As it turns out, there isn't anyone out there who will help me, no one will save me. People have seen this, but no one has helped. And that's alright. Life's not for everyone. Some of us aren't deserving.
It's over now.
The night is cold, and that's perfect.
1/3
"Keep in mind that this course is one of the first steps to wiping out your debt and getting a fresh start."
Ya know what else can do that? This bullet, right here.
#suicide #lastday
Did you know it costs almost $400 to file for bankruptcy? I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY! THAT'S THE PROBLEM!
This culture, this society, is fcked.
#suicide
#lastday
It's been 6 years, 8 months, 4 weeks, & 1 day since I became homeless and took up living in my vehicle. That's a long time too.
I'm clearly a failed experiment. It's probably right that it finally end. I'm not worth ANYTHING.
Life just isn't for everyone.
#suicide
It's been 2 years, 10 months, 2 weeks, & 4 days since someone last helped me with a bail-out. Gods, but I had every intention of paying that back. Instead, here I am again. None of my efforts were good enough. Nothing I did made a difference. I don't deserve another chance.
I am worthless.
#suicide
I think this is it. Finally.
I'll keep living for $15k. It doesn't even have to be charity. I'll work for it, but it has to happen right now. I need it today. Seems like a small amount for a life, but what do I know. Maybe I really am not worth that.
#suicide
My Darkness is walking around my vehicle as I go to sleep tonight. Circling, watching. It knows the end is near. It leans in at the window almost like a friend. I think this is acceptance. It's not threatening. When it offers it's hand, I'll take it and go.
Will anyone care? Do you?
#suicide
He needs to be shown, very clearly, how "not-in-charge" he really is. I think the entire rest of the world needs to cut us off. Do no business at all with the US.
Black Friday doesn't mean a damn thing when you haven't got a single cent of extra money. And Holidays barely exist, for that matter. I celebrated with a handful of extra grapes as a sweet-treat. ... And I probably shouldn't have because of the cost.
"Rage is only for the good days..."
For some of us it IS worse.
I don't want to see another New Year. I'm done trying so hard and always getting no where. Maybe life's not for everyone.
I'm not sure why I'm tagged here. I don't have what I need to survive myself. I don't expect to see the New Year. Whether or not I "feel compassion" is irrelevant because I have nothing to give but my own blood, which I still donate regularly.
Sleepy Don-Piggy. (He's so dumpy, when he sleeps around the White House, he sleeps AROUND the White House!)
"in a florida"? Yeah, these are bot created...
I think "Nazi" still works. And it's got some historical weight to it. I'll be sticking with that one.
Voyager is one of the coolest things humans have ever done. And, in a world of planned-obsolescence, this "ancient" tech is still functioning. Amazing.
Police are an embodiment and an expression of violence. No situation is ever made better by police involvement. And if you can see an officer, you have immediately lost several rights and freedoms.
That's because it's SO much harder to upgrade the wetware.
Same, but without the grin. Quite the opposite.
They should be glad that I DEIGN to wear clothes at all.
Republicans, and religious people (a lot of overlap there), chronically fail to think things through. Amazingly short-sighted and surprised by consequences.
Trump was recently booed at a football game. He was swearing in new service members at the time, right?
... Didn't he notice the "disobey illegal orders" part during this?
What a fcking moron.
It's a relatively open gun-law state too. I hope they get more than just yelled at while kidnapping people off the street.
Cynically, this makes me have a small doubt about Mamdani now... That's the stain and the poison of Trump.
It lasted just long enough for all the closet-case Nazis to reveal themselves. Now we know who to target. As a wise man once said "See, we like our nazis in uniforms. That way you can spot'em. Just like that."
When everyone involved is just blatantly lying it's hard to get your messaging straight.
Well, yeah. I mean, FRANKLY, he's an insufferable, idiotic jack-ass. So...sure. Technically true.
I, for one, am done being threatened by him. I will not just take it without giving it right back anymore. As such, the feeling is mutual: I want him hanged too.
